evasixxx

So, I thought I would blog about something serious tonight. I just found out that a girl I know committed suicide the other night. I can't believe it. I know that things get so bad in people's lives they feel there is no other way out. But, there is another way; there is always another way. I also noticed that a lot of people here talk like they are at the end of their rope. I think of all the things I would miss if something happened to me. I would never be able to hear music (good or bad), or feel sun on my skin, or smell freshly made bread, or see the most amazing colors in the sky when the sun is going down. There are so many things I would miss out on, like traveling anywhere I wanted to, dancing on a table on a whim, meeting the most amazing people everywhere I go, falling in love every day. I know a lot of people aren't going to read this, but I hope the people who do read this realize that there are so many things to live for, and so many things to fight for. Anyway, enough of the PBS Special. I feel so lucky to be me; to be alive, and healthy, and loved, even though I don't always act like it.