I'm debating weather of not I should stick around and keep a journal here that no one will read, just because I don't have an outlet like this anymore. I only use Facebook for family, so they can see pictures of Grayson and such. Especially for the inlaws that live in Ohio. So, I thought it might be nice to have a place to vent, get shit out, that doesn't have to be family friendly, with no expectations that anyone will give a shit or read it at all.
Well, I payed up for 3 months, so lets see how they go. I rejoined actually for the hot chicks, but it seems that the sets these days have very similar looking girls. I miss the days with the plus size SGs, but they are some in the hopefuls area. and speaking of hopefuls area, SG sure knows how not to pay for content, eh? Oh well, I'm not here because of the business decisions, I'm not a SG supporter like I once was...when it was a small little, Suicide Girl run company and everything seemed so important. Maybe I'm just getting older, but my son is just about the only thing important to me now. Also, we have another one on the way in April.
I guess this felt pretty good to type out thoughts, even though it was pretty rambling and stream of consciousness. I honestly barely even talk to my wife these days, with our opposite working schedules. And she used to be the one I could count on to be so expressive, but she doesn't seem that way anymore. I dunno, it's probably my fault. I know people change, and we all grow up, but I miss reading her words. So I do like going back and reading her journals over the last 10 years.
Ok, that's enough of this crap for now.
Well, I payed up for 3 months, so lets see how they go. I rejoined actually for the hot chicks, but it seems that the sets these days have very similar looking girls. I miss the days with the plus size SGs, but they are some in the hopefuls area. and speaking of hopefuls area, SG sure knows how not to pay for content, eh? Oh well, I'm not here because of the business decisions, I'm not a SG supporter like I once was...when it was a small little, Suicide Girl run company and everything seemed so important. Maybe I'm just getting older, but my son is just about the only thing important to me now. Also, we have another one on the way in April.
I guess this felt pretty good to type out thoughts, even though it was pretty rambling and stream of consciousness. I honestly barely even talk to my wife these days, with our opposite working schedules. And she used to be the one I could count on to be so expressive, but she doesn't seem that way anymore. I dunno, it's probably my fault. I know people change, and we all grow up, but I miss reading her words. So I do like going back and reading her journals over the last 10 years.
Ok, that's enough of this crap for now.
norritt:
truth
jhay:
you've been missed. and you're here to be YOU. So take advantage of it. No one can take that from you.