Hmmm...so I have no job now, I am cleaning out our house to drive back to my moms in Jersey which is making me ....NUMB! I have a feeling that somehow I will end up in NY with Jen in her alternate Universe - without the safety of WALLS and A DOOR that I pay for! And Mousie- is a fucking Narc. Why do all the insane ego maniacs get drawn to me? WTF do I have like fairy blood or some shit??? He's making my ears Bleed- I literally flipped out today because he told me to HURRY HOME! WHY??? Every fucking thing is about him so he clearly has no concept I do not feel at all like I am going home. I feel like I am going some place familiar where I know people- But it sure to shit Does not Feel like HOME!
Meanwhile - the other Narc just might pull a real good hook in LA for me. THE only reason is because she now realizes I am not doing this shit again, I am not staying, I don't want to hear shit anymore about HER. I have sucked it the fuck up and I am done. I will not be HAPPY until I am in LA end of story- I don't want to hear shit that does not rhyme with me in LA! How bout that - since everyone seems to think they have an agenda for me- got one of my own and this time NO FUCKING APOLOGIES! I will use absolutly everbody and run over anybody that gets in my way>and it feels so liberating
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Meanwhile - the other Narc just might pull a real good hook in LA for me. THE only reason is because she now realizes I am not doing this shit again, I am not staying, I don't want to hear shit anymore about HER. I have sucked it the fuck up and I am done. I will not be HAPPY until I am in LA end of story- I don't want to hear shit that does not rhyme with me in LA! How bout that - since everyone seems to think they have an agenda for me- got one of my own and this time NO FUCKING APOLOGIES! I will use absolutly everbody and run over anybody that gets in my way>and it feels so liberating
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