It's been a year and still when I think of him I cry and just miss him! It's so strange the connection that some people have, it's so strange that I could feel so deeply for someone I really didn't know, but know them still!
I'm thankful for not being afraid to answer the phone, read a text, open mail because someone else that I loved might be dead- last year was just fucking brutal and it seemed like it would never end. It did, but of all the people I shed tears for last year, he is the only one that I frequently think of still and cry. If they were tears for him perhaps I wouldn't feel the need to analyze it so. Alas I am selfish in the knowledge that I cry simply because I really just miss him!
How wonderful he would feel to know he affected someone so....
I'm thankful for not being afraid to answer the phone, read a text, open mail because someone else that I loved might be dead- last year was just fucking brutal and it seemed like it would never end. It did, but of all the people I shed tears for last year, he is the only one that I frequently think of still and cry. If they were tears for him perhaps I wouldn't feel the need to analyze it so. Alas I am selfish in the knowledge that I cry simply because I really just miss him!
How wonderful he would feel to know he affected someone so....
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littlejohn22:
Crying because you miss someone allows us to see you are hurting, not selfish at all..... sending you a big hug
oxy:
hope your ok
