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I misplaced my faith for a time-about 35 years. Note I hadn't lost it, i've always had it....it was just -well unstructured shall we say. Faith in this, no faith in that, fear of some, loathing of other.....You see, MISPLACED! Oh and I have suffered from Pride and stubborn ass behavior as well. I suppose at some point we come to realize we can search ourselves all of our lives and still be fucked up
that sucks, would appear to be a waste of time without some serious faith in something higher than ourselves. A friend gave me a great book to readut of Control and Loving it by Lisa Bevere. I cried, I read, cried some more and felt like mountains were lifted. Anyone familiar with Northland? I wasn't till Monday and now Monday night seems to fast be the friends evening at church. You know you have great friends when your willing to sit with one another and just allow yourself to be encouraged and loved. I'm blessed that way. Same people I can go get fucked up with, Are also my biggest supporters and just seem to have what I need when I need it. We are that way for one another.
On wards and upwards -today is a celebration for my girls birthday so the crew will be at Rebounderz
and after that will be sushi at Yabi.......
I had to go take a yoga class this morning though-it's been since Thanksgiving
me thinks I might be in pain tomorrow-more like bouncing off walls for hours + yoga=not being able to move. BRING IT BITCHES 
I wonder what would happen if god lost his faith in humanity....that is one of few questions I hope go unanswered.
I misplaced my faith for a time-about 35 years. Note I hadn't lost it, i've always had it....it was just -well unstructured shall we say. Faith in this, no faith in that, fear of some, loathing of other.....You see, MISPLACED! Oh and I have suffered from Pride and stubborn ass behavior as well. I suppose at some point we come to realize we can search ourselves all of our lives and still be fucked up
that sucks, would appear to be a waste of time without some serious faith in something higher than ourselves. A friend gave me a great book to readut of Control and Loving it by Lisa Bevere. I cried, I read, cried some more and felt like mountains were lifted. Anyone familiar with Northland? I wasn't till Monday and now Monday night seems to fast be the friends evening at church. You know you have great friends when your willing to sit with one another and just allow yourself to be encouraged and loved. I'm blessed that way. Same people I can go get fucked up with, Are also my biggest supporters and just seem to have what I need when I need it. We are that way for one another.On wards and upwards -today is a celebration for my girls birthday so the crew will be at Rebounderz
and after that will be sushi at Yabi.......
I had to go take a yoga class this morning though-it's been since Thanksgiving me thinks I might be in pain tomorrow-more like bouncing off walls for hours + yoga=not being able to move. BRING IT BITCHES I wonder what would happen if god lost his faith in humanity....that is one of few questions I hope go unanswered.
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darkchocolate:
I think the interview went very well, I really felt very confident when I left. You know sometimes when you leave an interview you think of what I should have said, or not said. I had none of that. I went balls to the wall and left it all on the table. I should know in about two weeks. Thanks for asking!
veronika:
This is a late response but I wanted to thank you for the support on my last blog. It was MUCH appreciated! Really 