evangelin

I'm being kidnapped, isn't that some shit? I love my friends and I guess part of me is aware I am not going to be here for too much longer. I think they sense it coming as well and have been clawing at me. I hate that...I get it, but when I need time for myself I really don't want to have to sit around explaining it, nor do i want people to be worried about me. It upsets me when the people I love worry about me. I know what the hell i'm doing....my life is my resume on that!

Anyhow I really just want to focus on Qi Gong until certification next week...it is so important to me and they just won't back off. Finally today I agreed to the girls kicking Kash out of his house, taking over the theater yada yada girls night. Now I doubt Kash is leaving his home for the night on such short notice which would mean the boys will be showing up. Alcohol, Food I don't eat....blah blah blah and Mary with her glass dick.Love um mean it, but this has already fucked me for today and tomorrow I help steph with her party..that's two days down. I'm not thrilled. So i'm taking my smart water and my chick n nuggets(made of veggies so yummie) and my hummus and crackers and wolfing down a raw veggie wrap....and fuck a bunch of them! They know me though and i'm sure once they see me and understand I'm in a good place-they'll respect it. I love them though for loving me.....it's wonderful to have people that love you for who you are unconditional, even if they don't always understand or agree.

And I am happy to spend some time with them, although I wish they just could have waited one more week!!!!
Good Stuff-lots of love.