evander23

So my saga with my ex continues...

I was woken up this morning at 9:30 by my sister saying that my ex is on the phone. The same crazy one that I mentioned in my other entries. It was odd but nice to talk to her again. Which I didn't think was going to be possible...

We talked about how she feels trapped in her relationship now and how she feels terrible for what she put me through. blah blah blah blah.....

Here's the deal...I was to believe so badly that I was nice to her. I had all this anger built up inside of me and I just swallowed it again when I heard her voice. It just makes me want to talk to her tomorrow and the next day. I know it isn't such a great idea.....

On another note I start school in a week and I have to go to some freshman orientation. I don't think I will be attending for long though....I don't feel like I belong next to a bunch of 18 year olds when I have gone to school already once. Eh....I should just call and find out if I have to go at all. I also started waiting tables again after being held down for 3 months as a busser.....even though I have more experience then anyone else that is there. Oh well.....I'm trying not to complain as much but this weather is getting to me.

Music to freeze to....
1) dntel & styrofoam - split 7'' release
2) buck 65 & dose one - north american adonis
3) xiu xiu - a promise
4) arovane - atol scrap
5) takako minekawa - roomic cube