Hi guys, few weeks ago I wrote in a post that I wanted to tell you something about what happened from August to now. I'm ready to tell you. I was living my life like everyday I do and I found out I was pregnant, I was very very happy cause of me and my partner was looking for a baby! I was also so scary but I think is normal for a woman who has the first baby. The problem was that in few days I felt bad, and the doctor saw that I didn't have implanted embryo, my uterus was empty... For me was like a stab, I felt in depression cause in these cases you can't trust it happen right to you. I really tried to stay good, but I also had dream about that, nightmare. I didn't tell it to anyone bacause I was scared to seem like a victim, only who was near to me knew that. Than I started the second year of university, I felt better, I tried to think about something else and I studied a lot. In December my nephew had a car crush, he is 12years old and while he was going to the bus (like everyday) a car hit him... That was another bad situation for me cause for a month I was everyday at the hospital to stay with him... For me the end of 2019 was so sad, but finally in January we find out my pregnancy again, I was so scared thinking about the past, but I went to the hospital and I saw him/her for the first time, a little mini human inside me... Now we are at the fourth month and I really can't explain how excited and happy I am, can't wait to see my baby who changed and will change my life in something Incredible 💞💞💞
