*sigh* whatever, i'm sorry rob, i didn't really mean to get you in the middle of this...i just need someone to vent to, and with my ex gone...well..yeah. *sigh*
i've already lost my best friend, she still wants to be friends..but i dunno if i know how to be just her friend.
and it seems like i'm losing another one.
i don't know if i can move to seattle. i might just get an apt close by and go to CSU, then i can keep my job which will pay for school. and then after my BA i can go to seattle..maybe i'll have met someone that actually wants to go with me..or not..whatever...i still have till summer to figure everything out and think about this. *sigh*
on a lighter note, i did get some new jewlry, i reordered some stuff that i lost that was supposed to go to my ex and i'm going to my friend's show on sunday. his band is playing with Less Than Jake's bassist's side project band. hehe. it should be fun
ok, song of the day
My Mind Is My Enemy
Praga Khan
I Like To Pretend That Nothing Has Changed
But All I Ever Loved You Just Took It Away
There's A Knife In My Chest
I Go To Sleep But Not To Rest
What Was Once Will Never Be
Past Looks Better Than Reality
It's Like A War Inside Of Me
When My Mind Becomes My Enemy
My Mind Is My Enemy
Used And Abused By So Called Friends
It's Hard To Accept You're One Of Them
You Took It All, What Was Left Of Me
My Pride, Respect, My Dignity
You Killed Me Once, Now You Kill Me Again
It's Tough For Me To Understand
It's Like A Warzone, Deep Inside Of Me
When My Mind Becomes My Enemy
My Mind Is My Enemy
I Close My Eyes Out Of Desperation
My Soul Is Praying For Salvation
Let Me Fade Away Into An Endless Sleep
There Will Be No One Left To Weep
A One Way Needle To The Stars
Where I Can Find Peace In My Users Heart
It's Like A War Inside Of Me
When My Mind Becomes My Enemy
My Mind Is My Enemy
i've already lost my best friend, she still wants to be friends..but i dunno if i know how to be just her friend.
and it seems like i'm losing another one.
i don't know if i can move to seattle. i might just get an apt close by and go to CSU, then i can keep my job which will pay for school. and then after my BA i can go to seattle..maybe i'll have met someone that actually wants to go with me..or not..whatever...i still have till summer to figure everything out and think about this. *sigh*
on a lighter note, i did get some new jewlry, i reordered some stuff that i lost that was supposed to go to my ex and i'm going to my friend's show on sunday. his band is playing with Less Than Jake's bassist's side project band. hehe. it should be fun
ok, song of the day
My Mind Is My Enemy
Praga Khan
I Like To Pretend That Nothing Has Changed
But All I Ever Loved You Just Took It Away
There's A Knife In My Chest
I Go To Sleep But Not To Rest
What Was Once Will Never Be
Past Looks Better Than Reality
It's Like A War Inside Of Me
When My Mind Becomes My Enemy
My Mind Is My Enemy
Used And Abused By So Called Friends
It's Hard To Accept You're One Of Them
You Took It All, What Was Left Of Me
My Pride, Respect, My Dignity
You Killed Me Once, Now You Kill Me Again
It's Tough For Me To Understand
It's Like A Warzone, Deep Inside Of Me
When My Mind Becomes My Enemy
My Mind Is My Enemy
I Close My Eyes Out Of Desperation
My Soul Is Praying For Salvation
Let Me Fade Away Into An Endless Sleep
There Will Be No One Left To Weep
A One Way Needle To The Stars
Where I Can Find Peace In My Users Heart
It's Like A War Inside Of Me
When My Mind Becomes My Enemy
My Mind Is My Enemy