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now you see me now you don't
don't ask me where i'm at
'cause i'm a million miles away
treated like a forbidden heel
don't say my thoughts are not for real
or you won't see me again

am i here or am i there
or am i playing on the stairs
am i in my room with my toys
i am the disappearing boy...
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_alice_:
thanks for the birthday wishes! kiss
you ok? confused
rosemarie:
Tell me where you live, and I'll sent him your way wink

Funny, I'm a boring grocery clerk too.... kiss
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so guess who surprising had a good weekend?

i went down to indy this weekend and my friends sister took us bar hopping and the one bar we went to was a tiny hipster bar. i was wearing a richard hell t-shirt and an older guy stopped me, and since i was somewhat drunk, i was pretty social. turns out he was blown away that...
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franklin:
Hate to seem terribly nosey, but I read what your wrote in Katie's journal about your SP box set - Amazon is selling it for $59.99. Is it no longer being made, I'm wondering? I bought mine brand spanking new the day it was released for $60.00, and was flabergasted by what you wrote about today's inflated price ($275.00!? REALLY!?) surreal Anyhow, I hope that helps - it's one of my favorite possessions.

[Edited on Feb 18, 2005 9:33PM]
_alice_:
totally... drinking in the middle of the day and causing a scene is my favorite past time.
oh alcohol, where wouldi be without you?
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well my thoughts in the past few days has become a bit more important than charles manson and oranges... so, you guessed it... update time.

in the past few months i have been in this odd frame of mind where i am just constantly weaving in and out of feelings of unhappiness and isolation. but why?

i am unhappy where i am at in life,...
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9uh:
wow!!!!! that is cah-razy. your mom Wants to do something for you. get out of the mid-west while you still can!!!
take care of your self, and nail that shy cutie!
annabelle:
that's very sweet of your parents to offer that.
do what makes you happy...
life's too short to be miserable.
have a great weekend.
xo annabelle
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how about them oranges?.... man i wish i had an orange right now, they are so good, and they make one hell of a juice.

i just finished watching all of the ben stiller show on dvd.... and bob odenkirk as charles manson might just be one of the funniest things ive ever seen on a skit comedy show.

"you been trying to scrub me...
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wednesday:
haha.. who is born to lose? anyway it's said: to be a "fdd frlorare" [furd (silent "r") furloorareh]

wink

[Edited on Feb 09, 2005 2:39AM]
faerie:
i still haven't seen that one.
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smuffy:
maybe I will...biggrin
smuffy:
any reason you have been bummed?
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im fiending for a tasty bean burrito with sour cream. ya dig?
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hexe_____:
awwww. thank you dearly. smile
hexe_____:
wow. I've been spoiled growing up in the city. We have stores with all the good stuff everywhere. I can think of 4 or 5 off the top of my head, and there are more. Even the Best Buy is decent.
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so last night my exchange students only good friend was killed in a car accident. and i feel really weird about it. the kid was kind of a dildo, he was really nice and all but he just tried way to hard to impress me and others. and it made me realize.... i am a dick. i didnt even give him a chance really, i...
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_alice_:
it`s true, snacks are delicious.
i suggest some kind of bruschetta, or maybe some hummus...
although there are also the sweet snacks like chocolate covered almonds, and fruit......

now i`m hungry. must eat fooooood.

*drool*
hexe_____:
that is unfortunate.
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thank you everyone for the birthday wishes. if i didnt thank you, im sorry, it really meant a lot to me though because i wasnt able to do anything due to work.
amstar:
oh i missed your birthday!
Hope it was fun, even if you had to work lots.
I've been so busy settling in to Chicago, working heaps and trying to meet people here to hang out with. It's sooooo cold! But heaps of fun biggrin

tongue tongue Happy (belated) Birthday tongue tongue
prettydeadgirl:
oh i dont know who that is but that dude mark mcgraff or however u spell it from sugar ray was a judge yesterday.
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my entry wasnt exactly too positive. so i figure id change it up. and im sorry for all the emo entries. its just with this girl trouble at work, and all my friends fleeing to california... i just have felt really isolated lately, and knowing tomorrow is my 21st birthday, it just sinks in so much more. so i dont know, i just have felt...
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hexe_____:
dude, don't worry about that ho. you rock. and happy birthday!!!!

and yes. straight outta compton. fuck the police comin' straight from the underground.
ragdoll96923:
oh you had a bday!! salute!!! drink that beer legally for me!
the raincoats. take it or leave it?
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so, just when my life was on the upside in the wake of my soon to be, 21st birthday... it returns to the depths of el diablo. my life is an abyss of shit, and bad things.

i was just starting to not let this girl bother me anymore, i was being nice to her, letting her know i was cool with how she treated...
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skylar:
it kinda does..crazy! umm..SUNDAY! SUNDAY! SUNDAY!, yo! biggrin kiss
platy:
gwen rox my sox..i got her new album for x-mas, goood shit!