eh, first update in a while. nothing really has been happening, ive just been feeling really weird lately.
the girl i took on a few dates and to see tiger army moved back to indy, and im not really sure if i should just accept it and move on or try to make something of it. i mean things really went well but now she is 3 hours away, and are 2 successful dates worth trying to work something out?
and i feel like im just slipping into this routine. i do absolutely nothing all week long. i try to draw, but cant, i try to sleep but cant.
then weekends come, i try eating, but since i dont really have an eating schedule and have been stressing myself out... i puke it up. and nothing feels better than throwing up in a parking lot.
im just in this state where i am happy, but so lost.
also on another weird note, ive been listening to the smiths song asleep everynight on my way home from work this week. and it might just be the saddest song ive ever heard.
the girl i took on a few dates and to see tiger army moved back to indy, and im not really sure if i should just accept it and move on or try to make something of it. i mean things really went well but now she is 3 hours away, and are 2 successful dates worth trying to work something out?
and i feel like im just slipping into this routine. i do absolutely nothing all week long. i try to draw, but cant, i try to sleep but cant.
then weekends come, i try eating, but since i dont really have an eating schedule and have been stressing myself out... i puke it up. and nothing feels better than throwing up in a parking lot.
im just in this state where i am happy, but so lost.
also on another weird note, ive been listening to the smiths song asleep everynight on my way home from work this week. and it might just be the saddest song ive ever heard.
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stormy:
that is disturbing. i basically live on popsicles
platy:
is it all kinds of food that does this to you? and have you seen a doctor yet?