eurisko

so, in case you havent figured it out, my life has gone to shit the past few weeks because of a girl who is out to make my life hell. hence my abscene from this site....BUT last night, i got the nerve to tell her i have NO hard feelings towards her because some people im somewhat friends with were spreading rumours about her. so i didnt want it to reflect poorly on me, because even though im really not mad at her, im mad at how she handled things. because i know she isnt right for me now. and when i told her i had nothing to do with the things being said about her she said "oh i never suspected you, i know you arent like that, you are way too nice." so that kind of made me feel good. its weird what a week of thinking can do for you. here i swore i hated this girl because she made me feel like shit, but really it wasnt her i was mad at, it was how she handled something, and how everyone else rubbed it in my face. plus it helps that she got her hair dyed and it looks horrid. so i feel good, because not only did i clear my chest, i let her know that her flirting with her geezer boyfriend doesnt bother me and im cool with it. so that means theres no point of dangling it in my face every night. looks like i saved my birthday from anger and depression. mark one up for scottie do.

on another note i drew the most fucked up thing ever while listening to the beatles. i drew a skeleton on a unicycle, wearing a cowboy vest and mickey mouse ears with flowers in one hand and a gun in the other. so now the harley/biker guys at work think im a 'cool cat.' i never thought id be cool by biker gang standards haha. but if i ever get in a fight, i have my own biker gang to kick some ass while i run and hide.

ah the joys of swell living... 2005 might just turn out to be delightful