"posession of a mind is a terrible thing..."
well its been a while since ive updated, but ive been somewhat busy. last week i had 9 hours of orientation then had to go back 5 hours later for work, and then monday i started my drawing class. im kind of afraid i wont succeed in it. its been a while since ive done any drawing like value studies and what not. and im not very good with charcoal.
ive kind of been in a rut lately too. it seems everywhere i go these days, it seems it seems to be drilled into my head by people that im "too negative" and that "i always have to find a way to fail" but im getting over it i guess. not much else i can do.
work is starting to go more smoothly too. though the other day i had to pull an almost 24 hour day because i had to go to the doctor after work, and then go to my class. i guess ive lost about 8 pounds in the last too weeks, and im debating if thats good. i weighed about 153-4 a few weeks about so im at about 148 now. and im 6'1"
its hard to get my eating up to par. the doctor wasnt too happy bought the weight, but i hate doctors so his opinion doesnt really mean much, in that situation anyways.
random thought: it seems ive reached zombie status, i havent really hung out with anyone in like 3 weeks. blah
song of the moment: interstate love song by the stone temple pilots
(thats probably one of my favorite songs of the 90s)
well its been a while since ive updated, but ive been somewhat busy. last week i had 9 hours of orientation then had to go back 5 hours later for work, and then monday i started my drawing class. im kind of afraid i wont succeed in it. its been a while since ive done any drawing like value studies and what not. and im not very good with charcoal.
ive kind of been in a rut lately too. it seems everywhere i go these days, it seems it seems to be drilled into my head by people that im "too negative" and that "i always have to find a way to fail" but im getting over it i guess. not much else i can do.
work is starting to go more smoothly too. though the other day i had to pull an almost 24 hour day because i had to go to the doctor after work, and then go to my class. i guess ive lost about 8 pounds in the last too weeks, and im debating if thats good. i weighed about 153-4 a few weeks about so im at about 148 now. and im 6'1"
its hard to get my eating up to par. the doctor wasnt too happy bought the weight, but i hate doctors so his opinion doesnt really mean much, in that situation anyways.
random thought: it seems ive reached zombie status, i havent really hung out with anyone in like 3 weeks. blah
song of the moment: interstate love song by the stone temple pilots
(thats probably one of my favorite songs of the 90s)VIEW 25 of 33 COMMENTS
emma35:
i only dyed it black once actually. i swear my roots grew in...like two weeks after I dyed it. it was horrible! 
hexe_____:
the interweb is teh suck! I can't find any dresden dolls, von bondies, midnight movies, or really any good mp3s! damn the man!