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I sleep...forever and ever, I can't wake up, I don't want to.
I wanna sleep, because being awake is overrated.
Trapped in a universe where reality is my play thing.
Haha beautiful fucking beautiful.
I wish you could see it, but you can't because your not allowed.
I wish I could describe the excitement, the rapture, the absolute bliss of being here!
heh I wish...
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What is it? Whats got me so exhausted these days. Seems like no matter what I do, how long I sleep, I'm always laying down and just want to sleep. I feel like I wanna hibernate, most get out in the summer, but i never really have I hibernate in the summer. In all honesty tho, why am I so tired when i've gotten plenty...
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Slow down and breathe
I know she steals it away
You try to inhale
But no air will fill your lungs
I know she steals it away
One look
One gasp
No more breath for you
You care not tho
I know you dont
You'd give her so much more if you could
You'd let her steal your heart if you dare
You'd let her...
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My mind flows
Thoughts pop up
Ideas become feasible
And Everything becomes possible
My mind flows
All the thoughts
Turn bad
All my ideas
Disintegrate
Everything becomes futile
My mind flows
Constantly

Will i ever make something that will move your soul

will I ever make something that will capture your heart

will I ever make something that will inspire your mind

These are the questions I always ask myself on a constant basis. I ask them because well...I often think and to some extent know that whatever talent I have will go unnoticed to world at...
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i bought it on a whim

i figured what could be more perfect

its a symbol of beauty and passion

what could be more perfect

This rose is for you

I hold it tight and let the thorns dig deep

I let the blood seep through the cracks in my fist

I hold on to it with the hope that this will get to you...
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I'm a facilitator of life

I give you someone to scream at

I give you someone to be mad at

I give you someone to degrade

I give you someone to ignore

I'm a facilitator of life

I get you where you need to go

I'm everything to everyone

I'm something to someone

I'm nothing to no one

I give you a reason to live...
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Blank...head.

Thoughts reel, all the time.

You've got to be kidding me, not these thoughts again.

Silent...voice.

So much to say, all the time.

Devoid of the words to say anything.

Same old shit, Same old hang ups, same old me, timid, poor little me.

Getting older, never advancing, never evolving, never, never, never.

Pitiful world, changing for no one.

My pitiful world capable of...
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So perhaps it starts now, this journey. This quest I decided to embark on to find out what I really wanna do with my life. So cliche' I know but life is one big cliche' at times isn't it? Not in a bad way though. This is just the start, this is what I should have done a long time ago. I really hope that...
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Boredom! Boredom! Boredom! Bore-d-om! Bo-red-om! I've felt really crabby lately, been giving serious thought to a solution that could very well end in tears...wow sounds almost like I'm gonna kill myself! lol sucide is nothing to laugh at. I'm not sure about things lately is all, this thing is just not what it used to be.

Holy Craps! new blog! not that anybody reads these things anyways...So yeah. I've realized that I have been somewhat corrupted by this town, but I kinda choose to be. Kinda like a drug its seems, I can quit anytime, its all up to me. That's always been kinda my attitude towards drugs, I could do it and stop, not ever do it again. I kinda...
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