Monday is definitely the worst. When you have a job.
Myriad moments of reflection attempt to distract me. I must go.
Myriad moments of reflection attempt to distract me. I must go.
Why can't I sleep...
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ether_medius:
this is true. soft and warm pillows. 
roopie:
Thankyou for the lovely comment on my set sweetie!
Work was rediculous.
I mean, it was a fine day and all -- but I was on another planet somewhere. I am so tired that I'm starting to get dizzy spells and cathing things moving in the corner of my eye... just momentary distractions though, not full out hallucinations.
Anyhow -- after a brief introduction with one Barry M. (who is a pretty desperate and...
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I mean, it was a fine day and all -- but I was on another planet somewhere. I am so tired that I'm starting to get dizzy spells and cathing things moving in the corner of my eye... just momentary distractions though, not full out hallucinations.
Anyhow -- after a brief introduction with one Barry M. (who is a pretty desperate and...
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Yesterday was good. I went into a meeting with one of our bigger clients and didn't really know what to expect -- being a broken programmer person. To say the least, I was nervous. It wouldn't take much for me to try and answer a simple question with a tirade of complications.
Anyhow -- I didn't answer anything improperly. I was succint and direct --...
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Anyhow -- I didn't answer anything improperly. I was succint and direct --...
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My savage heart. Sometimes I have little sympathy for it.
Anyway...
I am going to miss Em this week greatly.
Her work hours are exactly opposite mine most of the time, so we still do not see eachother very often. This has been a problem for quite some time now -- and she swore it would get better. But alas it hasn't and I fear...
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Anyway...
I am going to miss Em this week greatly.
Her work hours are exactly opposite mine most of the time, so we still do not see eachother very often. This has been a problem for quite some time now -- and she swore it would get better. But alas it hasn't and I fear...
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deanna:
i know how you feel. its a tough spot.
Dreams of Paris or Bucarest. Budapest. Constinople. To be articulate, aristocratic, and well mannered. Amongst people with sensibilities and respectable stature. Horribly depraved and filthy still -- but where appearances and nuance are still important.
I think I might like that for a while.
It sure beats the self-involved snivelling of my current generation.
I saw an old man wearing the same hat as I...
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I think I might like that for a while.
It sure beats the self-involved snivelling of my current generation.
I saw an old man wearing the same hat as I...
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I'm still on windfall from the other night. I'm such a dork.
Listening to far too much Godspeed and Radiohead.
Listening to far too much Godspeed and Radiohead.
deanna:
mmmm radiohead 
Grrr... even though the salmon was delicious with the little mango salad on top -- I had a terrible time. Everywhere, everyone was a vaccuous black hole. Their very essences and trivialities were all completely offensive to my very existence.
So yes -- while I did try my best to smile, I know it was fake. Just the lone guy ordering dinner alone and having...
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So yes -- while I did try my best to smile, I know it was fake. Just the lone guy ordering dinner alone and having...
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Okay so far, the longest bit I've got going is about a group of people in a cabin who've all stolen somthing together, but it seems to also be making them anxious and quick-tempered.
Except one guy who appears to be totally unaffected and is quite obviously the MC.
Took a few glasses of wine to get here with this story...
Have no idea where...
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Except one guy who appears to be totally unaffected and is quite obviously the MC.
Took a few glasses of wine to get here with this story...
Have no idea where...
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ash:
hahahah at least u didnt fall asleep with a cigarette!! My friend had this couch outside his work, and they flicked a cig at it, and the thing FLAMED UP like mad in only a few seconds!!! I thought for sure theyd make couches out of NON-flammable materials these days, kinda like mattresses, u know?
anyways .. yeah. No harm done. good.
anyways .. yeah. No harm done. good.
ether_medius:
Yeah.. you'd think people could do something smart for once. But no, we won't because it's too hard.
Except now my only pair of denim pants have a nice round pink spot on the ass. Oh well.
Glad I didn't go up in flames.
Except now my only pair of denim pants have a nice round pink spot on the ass. Oh well.
Glad I didn't go up in flames.
Crazier because in 3 days I've managed to nearly burst at the seems.
I can't seem to write a damn thing. I'm at a precipace where I actually have to write something. Not just ramblings, musings, and short little scenes. No prose or dreams... but a whole story.
So many plots and each one a black void into my bottomless soul. Every starting point leads...
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I can't seem to write a damn thing. I'm at a precipace where I actually have to write something. Not just ramblings, musings, and short little scenes. No prose or dreams... but a whole story.
So many plots and each one a black void into my bottomless soul. Every starting point leads...
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deanna:
hi there! thanks for the commentary i appreciate it. also, i agree on the CSS and java comment and its actually an assignment for a "flash" class. we also have a dreamweaver class so when i get to the websites for that class maybe you will like those better also i could have set options up so the back button works in flash as well...but im too lazy right now. this is getting long but ive also been in that same blank process boat...it really sucks. im sure you will get some inspiration soon!
also i could have set options up so the back button works in flash as well...but im too lazy right now. this is getting long but ive also been in that same blank process boat...it really sucks. im sure you will get some inspiration soon!
deanna:
hot profile pic! you should post more...and also fill up that illustration folder because i want to see it. also what the hell is a nonwrimo participant? excuse my ignorance...haha
ether_medius:
thanks.
I guess I only post when it comes to me.
If I find the nerve to resize a bunch of images, I just might.
check out the link. It's a competition to write 50k words of a novel in the month of november.
thanks for the comment. they always brighten my day.
I guess I only post when it comes to me.
If I find the nerve to resize a bunch of images, I just might.
check out the link. It's a competition to write 50k words of a novel in the month of november.
thanks for the comment. they always brighten my day.
Are there always hidden selves locked away within us? Do we hide them or are they just hidden potential?
My reasons for curiosity stem from my nervousness about tomorrow night. I will be hanging out at a friend's jam studio and she will most likely want to make me sing.
When I'm in the shelter of my bathroom, I have no problem singing and in...
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My reasons for curiosity stem from my nervousness about tomorrow night. I will be hanging out at a friend's jam studio and she will most likely want to make me sing.
When I'm in the shelter of my bathroom, I have no problem singing and in...
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