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For the first time I don't think I miss her all that much.

Is it just because I'm used to seeing her so infrequently?

Is it because we keep our lives so seperate that our relationship is starting to wear thin?

We used to call eachother each night that we were apart. Now I hardly notice. I wonder if this is going to be another...
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deanna:
where does this girl live? do you talk online?
ether_medius:
That's the odd thing. We both live in the same city like 10mins away from eachother.
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Yay... went to Bulldogs Cafe this afternoon. Totally awesome place. The guy who runs/owns it is the "National Barista Champion." Which yay -- big deal of course, except that whatever it is that he puts in his coffees (deserts really)... is amazing. He even does the neat little designs and such in the creme of the lattes n stuff.

It's like art.

So I was...
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deanna:
what company are you working for? i think starting your own business is a good call...i hope to be in that position at some point too...but i graduate in april and reading stuff like that isnt not what i like to hear...haha
melika:

MWAH! thankyou! kiss
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Hm.. I tried creating a group for SG members who play Second Life, but found that it wasn't approved today. I got the ominous -- "it could be because a group for that topic already exists." Which of course explains nothing... because it could also be that I spent a good amount of time searching every category and couldn't find a group for Second...
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carmen:
i want a second life group!!!
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I feel icky.

Three cheers for bacteria!

Hooray for mucous! (sp?)

A toast to infection!
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So I voted today.

I couldn't help but protest.

Now the ballot counter gets to see how unsatisfied I am with the candidates and their failing system.
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The third day of my little escape from the mundane has begun. Caught up on some news and a few SG sets that caught my fancy. Already had breakfast and am tempted to interrupt my entry to brush my teeth.

All in all, it has been going well so far.

I can feel my creativity wiggling around inside and kicking. I wish it would just...
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deanna:
thats ok. i know she is a useless tit. but i still find the song catchy. up until just a while ago i used to think those type of people were disgusting and have a serious hate about them being in a music industry...but i guess in my old age i am starting not to care so much and use my energy elsewhere...perhaps in my art biggrin
ether_medius:
I understand that people don't care as much these days -- and I don't blame them. There is so much garbage that it is often overwhelming. So much so that demanding better is almost futile.

I'm also wise enough not to tell people what they should and shouldn't like. I just need to be vocal about certain opinions. Like how much of a dipshit Ashlee Simpson is.

It's not her fault really -- she's just the face afterall. It's the fault of all the idiots behind the facade -- the AR reps, marketing people, producers, pop writers, label execs, et al that make me sick. Their sheer lack of vision, creativity, and entrepreneurial sensibility is a real drag on the rest of the world that is completely apathetic to the very creations they force on us.

The thing that kills me is -- how are they getting away with spending all that money? Whoever is funding this thing has to start noticing at some point how much of a failure it's becoming.

Or maybe it's at such a point now that the sheer volume beats out the margins any day -- and so they can continually fill the world with fake musicians and call them artists and even if only 2% of the population buys into it, they can be well on their way to producing more crap.

So maybe our apathy defeats us.

Wow... what a long-winded point.

Sorry.

whatever
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Ok -- so the red wine is fantastic and the scotch.. well it's wonderful.

Just so you all know, I get a day off this week for all my hard work last week. Don't hold your breath though. It's pretty common for these sorts of rewards to fall through. Next time I'll ask to be paid in booze or something.

Anyway...

If I am the...
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deanna:
never! biggrin
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So what does the alcoholic get for xmas from his wonderful friend whom he adores?

2 bottles of fine wine and a 12 year old scotch.

Thankfully I've been far too busy to get into any of them. I've been pulling overtime almost every day this week. 13 hours yesterday. Seems like I've been forced to hit the ground running ever since the holidays passed......
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Maybe I should consider a resolution of my own:

stop hating everything so much and just accept.

Maybe the irony will kill me or the sarcasm will run dry...
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ash:
aaah, Id say pot was a great remedy for insomnia, but Ive heard some really bad insomniacs say that NOTHING helps them, not even sleeping pills (which I HATE!)

hey! stop hating everything and just ACCEPT!! LOL
ether_medius:
I'm trying! Really this time!
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Well, happy new year and all that jazz.

There's a big long entry here about how amazing the party was last night. There were lots of people, funny stories to tell, and sarcasms shared. It was a grand entry to tell you all about my amazing experiences so you can be jealous.

But then I highlighted it all and hit the backspace button.

I didn't...
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I may just burn the next christmas decoration I see.

To sum it up lightly -- my holidays have been shit up until tonight.

I don't want to go on some self-interested tirade about how fucked up my family is, but imagine your mother high on pain killers for 2 and a half hours in a car crying because your sister failed to show up...
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deanna:
good to hear my family isnt the only fucked up one. i hope 05 is better for me too frown