eterpay

So, the other day I got to going through my favorite bands, and I came upon Rammstein. Around last October, I got an update from iTunes, telling me tha they were going to release a new album. Yet, when I headed over to buy it, it was nowhere to be found.

So, I went to the band's website. (I really like 'em). Turns out they're not releasing it in America.

So, I got the whole thing off of Limewire. Look at that. I'm such a dedicated fan, I had to steal, *ahem*, "share" my files to get it. haHA!

So, I'm the new proud owner of Rosenrot, the latest Rammstein album. Yah-HOOOOOoooooOO.... dot com?

In other news, the sex was great. It usually is. Anyone who likes sex, clap their hands.

In other other news, I've fallen for a girl. She's great. But, she's got a boy-toy. I've got a big problem with this. Cheating is a no-no. And I won't help her do it. At the Mardi Gras day parade, we were all over each other like a couple of hormone induced teenagers. Now, it's geting tough just to look at her. She's getting into the meat of me. Learning about me, finding out what makes me tick.

That's something that I'd rather keep to myself, until necesary. We've already discussed the makeout sessions. I told her boyfriend, because I really like the guy. Kosher cat, with good taste in music, and loves to play Halo. A good friend to me. Although it was decided that we'd keep our hands to ourselves, it's pretty tough when she sits on my lap, or puts her cheek to mine. Or even when I'm sitting, she comes over and puts her head in my lap.

I'm a pretty nice guy, but there's only so much I can take. I feel like I'm banging my head against a brick wall.

So, the attraction is there on both ends, but the boyfriend is a great guy, and her really really "big/healthy/obese/oh my god she's a chunker" friend has the giggles for me.

Do I just cut myself off completely, or do I make the effort to charge on through?

Peter