New post to get rid of the last one 
My birthday is a month from today. I don't like getting old, at all. I don't look my age, or act like it most of the time (sometimes I act 7, other times I act like i'm 80). I always tell people middle age for me was 25, 50 years is a good long time, plus I can cash out befor my body totally turns to shit. There is nothing that makes me want to be 70 or older, NOTHING. I don't want walking to be a great achievment.
So it reenforces my self destructive behavior. To smoke more, drink more, and a need to fuck more. A self-preservation instinct is a real bitch to kill off, even with a little bit of a death wish. Oh well, fuck it, at least I still have my sick sence of humor
I did see one of the coolest things ever. A video of a tornado inside the wildfires in Cali.....so bad ass. I love destructive nature
My birthday is a month from today. I don't like getting old, at all. I don't look my age, or act like it most of the time (sometimes I act 7, other times I act like i'm 80). I always tell people middle age for me was 25, 50 years is a good long time, plus I can cash out befor my body totally turns to shit. There is nothing that makes me want to be 70 or older, NOTHING. I don't want walking to be a great achievment.
So it reenforces my self destructive behavior. To smoke more, drink more, and a need to fuck more. A self-preservation instinct is a real bitch to kill off, even with a little bit of a death wish. Oh well, fuck it, at least I still have my sick sence of humor
I did see one of the coolest things ever. A video of a tornado inside the wildfires in Cali.....so bad ass. I love destructive nature
My birthday is approaching, too, and it's the first time I celebrate it (party and stuff) since my 16th birthday.