eternalpain75

Lately i've been feeling like there is this life that is ment for me, I can see it, but its just out of reach. Everytime I try and go after it, or even touch it, it gets farther and farther away. The only way to attain it is to do nothing. When desire comes into play it makes that proposition impossible. It feels like my life is taunting me with everything I can't have, or can never be. That fact makes me angry, pushing it even farther away, but maybe thats for the best, because maybe it was never mine to have in the first place.

Oh well, i'm fucked up, what else is knew.