eternalpain75

Well, I have reached new levels of depravity.

I just heard my most recent ex-girlfriend was killed in a car accident. There was a time that I loved this girl more than everyone else in my life combined, and there was a time she loved me. She ended up fucking this other guy behind my back, instead of showing one ounce of sympathy, she was oh so pround of her betrayal and deceptions. Even that I may have forgiven, but every couple months she would send me hate mail, rubbing my nose in it ferther. I know its really fucked up, but I am sooooo fucking happy. I want to get a pair of tap shoes and dance a fucking jig on this bitchs grave. I have been unable to trust or even get close to anyone in almost two years. Freedom comes in strange forms.

The other girl I have been talking about isn't for me. She says she dosen't have the money to pay her rent, but every night all the money she has is going up her nose, plus she has been out with a different guy every night since the night I hung out with her. I don't need that drama.

Welcome to my world


And the burning of the embers
Slowly down inside
I will keep you warm this darkness
As the ashes die

I will call your soul in winter
I will keep you mine
I will call your soul and winter
As the ashes die

I will keep you broke and splintered
I will keep you tight
I will keep you cold and dark
Till the end of time

And the soul is slowly seeping
As the years go by
Will you keep me cold and darkened
Till the end of time

I will keep you safe from summer
I will be entwined
I will keep you cold and darkened
Till the end of time

I will kiss your burning embers
I will watch them die
I will watch your soul escaping
As the ashes fly