Clearly, I'm not very good at this blogging thing, nor at keeping any profiles of any sort up to date, but I do enjoy pretending to try no less.
I recently had a small accident with some hair dye which resulted in bright pink hair. I was almost upset about it for about three seconds, thinking I was "too old for this sort of thing" but I suppose that I'm not near as old as I feel. I turned 24 last week - it's like I'm having a midlife crisis or some such. Please!
My birthday this year was better than most - better than it's been in a long, long time, but it still held its fair share of crying and, in the drunken silence and solitude of 3 am birthday morning, the realization I am going to die, and there's not a damn thing I can do about it, and when I go, I Will Have Regrets. This isn't a new epiphany to me, far from it, its just that repitition of this particular blow does not soften it in the least.
I've decided to lie low from my usual haunts for a little while - websites and chatrooms just as much as any little snippet of reality - until i regain some sense of equillibrium. It's taking longer than ever.
I recently had a small accident with some hair dye which resulted in bright pink hair. I was almost upset about it for about three seconds, thinking I was "too old for this sort of thing" but I suppose that I'm not near as old as I feel. I turned 24 last week - it's like I'm having a midlife crisis or some such. Please!
My birthday this year was better than most - better than it's been in a long, long time, but it still held its fair share of crying and, in the drunken silence and solitude of 3 am birthday morning, the realization I am going to die, and there's not a damn thing I can do about it, and when I go, I Will Have Regrets. This isn't a new epiphany to me, far from it, its just that repitition of this particular blow does not soften it in the least.
I've decided to lie low from my usual haunts for a little while - websites and chatrooms just as much as any little snippet of reality - until i regain some sense of equillibrium. It's taking longer than ever.
memyselfandi:
I think it's impossible to die with absolutely no regrets. My life has been full of them. I figure the best I can do is not make new regrets, but even that gets increasingly difficult. You just can't worry about it, though. You have to live life, regrets or not. And, please, 24 is not a mid-life crisis. You're making me feel old!