I'm drinking poison
and i don't care
the electric transfusion is in the air
before i know i'll be scraping the floor with sandpaper tongue
wishing the obvious hadn't been done
but there is one thing i know for sure
i wish this world would super explode
sometimes it's too much to bare
the bitterness leaves me an open tear
so break me up and give pieces to your friends
i think i'll keep the rest for the end
i can't decide what's right or wrong
the bitterness the aching is going straight home
even the child i wish to bare within
i'll never have because i can't win
i want to have my doe eyed love
and now im stuck like some superstar in love
shower me with kisses
and tell me NO
i throw the pills out the window
go back out in my bitter taste
to pick up the pieces and wish out the waste
burning scares of too hot showers
i rage for new mornings and scream between hours
this filth has left me with a tear for him within
and now i know im alone, again
no not again
i cant seem to do the simplest things
because i can't have what i've always wanted
is that so selfish or am i just lost
i think i might die of a broken heart.
Copyright, Me.
oh what a lovely picture.
damn it so i have to wait even longer for the movie to come out. grrr.. i tried to watch it over the internet but no chance.. it takes years to get loaded and i know i only will be happy when i hold the dvd in my hands. hm.
well i'm sure you'll see it before me.. so hope you enjoy it and tell me what you think afterwards