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You know how sometimes you cant get something out of your mind. for me it is Angel ... my fiance. She's been dead 11 years now, but for some reason tonight I can't get her out of my head. I miss her every day but never like this. Maybe its the season.... Damm this sucks. Sorry for for the down note, just had nobody to vent to this late. Think I really need to get away, far away for awhile. I keep thinking of going to the sandbox. Ah shit just rambling now sorry. better try and sleep now.