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Thursday Mar 11, 2004

Mar 11, 2004
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its the end of first quarter at advertising school.
people are going out tonight and partying and what is really seeming appealing is staying at home with my dog. i'm not sure why. maybe its because hes so cute, maybe its because i 'm just not into socializing. or maybe its because i'm tired and discouraged, just a little bit.
creative fields are so competitive and people have such huge egos, its hard for me to not be overly critical about my own work...
i think really, even though school is a friendly environment, its still very competitive, you really have to adopt the attitude that you are hot shit, even if you really aren't. i think thats what i've learned my first quarter. i'm not even sure what i've learned except that i have to work about 100000x's harder, read more theory and just generally try not to tell people that i suck. thats so girly, guys that are way less talented have no trouble showing off. mad

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