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Wednesday Dec 17, 2003

Dec 17, 2003
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i have too much free time.
too much time to sit and think of all the things i would be doing or should be doing.
it makes me anxious to think too much. everywhere people are busy with a million things that throw them into a tizzy and I have nothing to do.
its not fair in a way, i've *never* been a busy person. even when i'm busy i'm not "busy", i don't have a planner, i don't need to write down what i'm supposed to be doing because i won't forget as i'm not busy enough to cause facts to slip out of my brain and onto the floor where they lay forgotten forever until maybe i step on them and then its stuck to my shoe so i remember.

if someone wants to get out of a friendship, is it better to simply ignore the person they were friends with and then plead busy-ness when questioned...or i don't know, just say right out what their problem is. whatever
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zenzero:
Im at least glad you had enough free time to leave me a little note.. I think I am bad at making friends.. the good news, I decided I dont have a problem keeping them... so I guess that gives me something to look forward to...

thanks for the words of encouragement...
and I agree.... people should just be real or go home and stop calling bullsheiite like they dont know what they want.. If you dont know what you want, call me when you do...or dont call at all.. because Im not going to make any decisions for you you you.. jerk.. thats called just being a bad friend....

but then again, I dont have any friends down here... yet!
but when I do find some.. they will be the coolest friends
like you.. you have raised the bar o' friendship!... and I know its easier said then done..
(everything is, except for supercalifragalisticexpieallidocious.. thats about equal)
but use your free time to free yo' mind..
free time isnt for thinking
its for dreaming...
but what do I know.. Im guilty of the same damn thing...
peace inside&out biggrin
Dec 17, 2003
iamtony:
hey, youre tottally smokin hot. that profile pic...fagitaboutit!

he should be nervous. dont worry about it, youre a total catch. good luk. love kiss love kiss love kiss love kiss love kiss
Dec 18, 2003

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