esmee

i need to have a brief but disasterously intense love affair. brevity isn't the main issue but it would ideally involve lots of nakedness, sexual obsession and brunch on sundays.
i mainly want a sunday boyfriend. waking up to sunlight streaming through the window, have slow languorous lingering sex, smoke a joint and then go for brunch.
so simple but i'm finding it surprisingly hard to find. mainly because this bizarre antagonism has seemed to follow every sexual escapade i've embarked on since breaking up with my long term boyfriend in february. either its me or something else but one night stands seem to trigger some inborn response to kill and eat the other person upon waking, a feeling i've felt reciprocated. its not particularly enjoyable hence my boycotting of one night stands just on the general principle.