no i have always been sensual, i just picked a nice guy who had issues, and wasn't mature enough to realize how much sex was important in a realtionship, though yes i started the photography and modeling as a result of lack of being desired. it was an outlet that i got really good at. and being in my 30's it helps me to feel young. or just not old.
but now i have the most compatable mate and my only beef is the porn.
but now i have the most compatable mate and my only beef is the porn.