erosennin

Thanks for the welcomes I don't know about addictive, but at least a good pastime when bored and ready to climb walls. It is odd how addicted one can get to moving, literally speaking. With a radius of about 2m at home, staying inside is a real challenge, testing the strength of the mind. Now, having to stay indoors, a restlessness grows inside of me and I feel I cannot be in peace until I race out the door and run a healthy distance, So sleeping will be an issue tonight, and patience a failure. I never handled inertia very well, and think I never will. To give me the illusion of doing something, I've labored with my programming assignments, but at some point the brain tires and the desire for fresh air and limitless wandering about is born again. It is annoying, how difficult it is to distract oneself. Then exasperation, aggression, futility slapping you in the face. Resignation enters, and enter the fall of mood. Argh. Mind over matter, my ass.