Okay this is my first ever attempt at keeping any kind of a log, journal, or diary. Am a bit old to be doing this but I happen to have a topic that interests me greatly. Here at the Suicide Girls Website I am surrounded by hundreds of inspirational beings that seem to be stimulating and fueling my creative juices and is causing them to flow like lava from a volcano that was thought to be long dormant. WOOHOO!!!!!!!! GOD I wish there had been girls like you when I was growing up... I simply adore and worship bad girls (I mean that as a compliment to this wonderful world)
Um you are probably wondering what topic has me so enthused as to begin to write at this late stage in life for me, so I will try to define my interests. I am a gamer, and I spend a lot of time on the computer playing RPG's. In addition to the games I have over the years also subscribed to many sites, but this is the first site I have ever truly been infatuated with. I mean the people here are real and unabashed, free in spirit to follow their hearts and dreams. I feel so akin to you, it is like finding an oasis in the driest of deserts... ugh I digress, was talking about a topic of interest to me that allows me to be free, I love creating characters that I can pose and put into scenes of my chosing. Today we have the technology that allows me to do just this, I use a modeling program called Daz 3D, with Photoshop CS3 extended, also have some video editing programs that help me in creating movies.
Dangit sorry for being so longwinded, I am hopeful that I have not offended anyone or caused anyone to fear, I am just an old guy that is finding his youthful exuberance for the first time in a very long time, and I do thank you each and every one who has been and will be instrumental in lighting the fires in the cold recesses of my being. I wish you all a very good day and an even better tomorrow.
If there is ever any way I can repay the favor to anyone here or lend a hand in helping someone, I would be most happy to be of service.
Um you are probably wondering what topic has me so enthused as to begin to write at this late stage in life for me, so I will try to define my interests. I am a gamer, and I spend a lot of time on the computer playing RPG's. In addition to the games I have over the years also subscribed to many sites, but this is the first site I have ever truly been infatuated with. I mean the people here are real and unabashed, free in spirit to follow their hearts and dreams. I feel so akin to you, it is like finding an oasis in the driest of deserts... ugh I digress, was talking about a topic of interest to me that allows me to be free, I love creating characters that I can pose and put into scenes of my chosing. Today we have the technology that allows me to do just this, I use a modeling program called Daz 3D, with Photoshop CS3 extended, also have some video editing programs that help me in creating movies.
Dangit sorry for being so longwinded, I am hopeful that I have not offended anyone or caused anyone to fear, I am just an old guy that is finding his youthful exuberance for the first time in a very long time, and I do thank you each and every one who has been and will be instrumental in lighting the fires in the cold recesses of my being. I wish you all a very good day and an even better tomorrow.
If there is ever any way I can repay the favor to anyone here or lend a hand in helping someone, I would be most happy to be of service.