5 years ago, it was the beginning of many things to me, started my ostheopathy studies, met the one I'm in love today, started to be interested about tattoo and piercing... After a difficult heartbreak, I wanted to change my way of life, even if it was by doing bad things...
Here's the advice I can give to the minus 5 years myself :
1.
Yes, for the tattoo, more if it's well prepare
My 1st idea for tattoo came very early, but as a newbie, it was a big and fashion piece, as I saw it everywhere, I wanted it too.
I canceled the meet a few days before the date, and I think I did it well, because nowaday, I want to think about my tattoo, find a agreement with the tattoo artist to have my vision and his too of the tattoo. Maybe it take a lot of time, but it deserves it.
With the same type of idea, I would like to tell me to affirm my style, hair colour, piercing, dress, as a teen, I was very classical, but now I got some time to catch up.
2.
Find an other way
My osteopath's studies were very complicated, not like it was difficult, but something went wrong hence my thought about leaving it. I don't know what happened there, but my last 2 years there were very difficult to me, I had so much struggle and I was broke by all of this. I finally got my diploma, but more I think about it and more I think I did it for the others than for myself.
As the others, I reference my parents, like I already left the medecine's studies, I wanted to show them I can make it. Moreover, they invested so much money on it, I just can't say no and go back ...
Today, I got the diploma, but I can't find myself in it, don't know where I am leading, just can't see myself doing this job, but after 6 years of higher education, didn't want to restart anything.
I should have stopped earlier, changing my way before it was too late. I didn't dare, and more I go, more I have to continue this way. maybe I won't be that lost nowaday if I did do it...
3.
Let the things cool down.
I am someone who love to get everything plan, i really like when things happen "like it has to happen". "Unexpected" is not a Word I like, I stress so much when a foreseen event happen, god knows that in life we often do not control much things, this is the reason why I am so much stressed on my life.
Since a few time, I free myself from all of this, and take the things more lightly. I don't want to get all the stress I got a few years ago. We just can't live like that.
I have to plan everything which depends on me, and let the rest cool down, it does not have to influence my health anymore. Amen.
Like we say in french "do not feel the pressure, just drink it"
4.
Talking about drinking....
I have never been a going-out/party girl, but now, i often let myself go, and if I could, i would like to tell to minus 5 years Old myself, go out more often.
In fact, since i go out more often, i realise i spent a lot of good time, i met my lovely boyfriend, where i was so drunk ^^ life is short so spend time with your Friends and enjoy it if you don't wanna regret anything at 50 yo. I would like to be more sociable before.
5.
Go on SG!!
I hesitate for a very long time, and it's my boyfriend @jodan who encourage me to make the inscription, and I regret nothing, if only I knew, I would make earlier for being an SG.
Thanks to SG, I trust in myself more than ever, I see myself otherwise, and I feel better and better on my mind (or well the contrary..) I also met à lot of people, all differents but all focus on the same interest, alternative style and feminine beauty. Thank you all!!
At last, I will finish this blog post by telling you that my 3rd set Black Titanium will be in MR... tomorrow!!!!! I hope you will enjoy it because it is my favorite one for the moment. I'll need your love and support <3
Despite all of that, I'm someone with no regret. How lucky am I.
Thank you so much @rambo and @missy <3
