erin

Please tell Reagan that I'm in love with her. I haven't the balls to do it myself....

I'm so content in my life except for a few things that are missing. First of all, my friends. I miss katie, reagan, annie, sloan, claudia, bunnny, and all those other females that I grew accustomed to having around me, all the time. I miss dancing. I miss circles of females that close off to all the testosterone in the room, just to get silly and dance with each other. I'm so lucky that I get to talk to them once in a while.

Second of all, I miss Sean and Missy. They were a big part of my life for a few years, and now I never talk to them. That's too bad. They are good people.

Third, I miss being emo about everything. I miss being overly sensitive. I miss arguing. I miss having feelings, about things. I miss having someone to disagree with. Lately everything is just so hunky-dory that I want to vomit. I like being clear-headed about things, but wish i had someone to spar with once in a while.

4th, I miss having someone pushing me. I am floating along, as happily and carefree as I've ever been in my life, only producing what is required of me and loving every minute of my free time... but there still isn't any motivation. And what is motivation? I made a deal with a buddy of mine that we would race to accomplish something... well, he isn't any closer to doing backflips as I am to my goals. Well. whatever. I'll get it done, i swear to god right now. It will just take longer.

I love my life, but these are the things that I wish I could add to it.

Love!

Erin