Aww sweat pea I hope you are ok ,car accidents totally suck. Also I am totally taking you up on your offer of dinner I mean only a nut would pass on a homemade meal by a cute girl. Plus venting about jerks and crazies always make everyone feel better...
what was the gesture?
You don't need someone special, i know you think it is what you need.
But maybe you need to be alone with yourself, spend sometime alone.
Re-get to know yourself again. Fall in love with yourself.
When shit went wrong for me and my heart ached so bad i thought i was going to die, time is the only thing that helped.
I know it sucks and gets lonely.... but you are most important and you cant be happy with someone until you are happy with yourself.
You are a lovely gal and a talented one at that, i think you need to find inspiration with'n yourself and stop searching for it in other places.
I am not you, so i cant really tell you what to do but i do know that lots of people used to tell me this when i felt the same way as you, and i never listened, but then finally one day, i did hear it and i did it.
I was so pissed at myself for being so blind to see what i really needed to do, i wished over and over i would have listened and tried sooner.
So much time waisted, and i felt better and better each day.
I am so happy, and now i can move on and i don't need anything but my camera.
You should get a pet to keep you company.... get a cute kitty to tell all your secrets too.
they are nice to hold at night to when you are lonely.
You're a tard! You need to find some more inspiration, the positive stuff. You can tell you're good at what you do because your pictures are distinct. That's what separates you from other photographers. I'm proud of you.