Looking at you makes me fucking sick.
But I can't stop.
But I can't stop.
tae:
Would you be talking about yourself? Some days I look in the mirror and say the same thing to myself.
_holden_:
Everyone is blaming me these days. 
I like your meez.
I like your meez.
_holden_:
I can't stop lol it's just to much fun. 
I came across the video of Kelly Clarkson drunk at that metal skool concert thing. Oh man. She is fucking adorable. And it kind of made me think about all the shit getting talked on her. And how she was passed over as a victoria secret pink model for Ashlee Simpson. Little miss too much plastic surgery for her own good. I use to think...
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tae:
I concur.
_holden_:
Kelly Clarkson has never been fat. Fucking Hollywood breeds eating disorders. It makes me so angry. 
Anyways yeah I don't think my meez look like me either, but their fun to make.
Anyways yeah I don't think my meez look like me either, but their fun to make. My parents were here for SEVERAL days. I didn't realize how much I missed them. Well, I did, I guess it was just very overwhelming. Yeah. I don't actually have much to write. I am mostly exhausted. And stressed. But I have a full kitchen and can't wait to start cooking. I think dinner will consist of wild rice, chicken, all flavored with lemon/herbs/a bit...
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Somebody get my ass out of debt please<3
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faye:
Can I come too?! 
muteent:
I'm in the same boat right now, and it seems my oar is broken. I also lack a life preserver, so if something happens to my little boat, I'm not sure how long I can keep my head above water.
I do believe my air conditioner is broken annnnnnd it is far too hot in my apartment.
Ack.
Someone recommend a good movie please?
Ack.
Someone recommend a good movie please?
crimsonpetals:
ill send you some of our cold air hehe!
_holden_:
Thanks. I really like your hair and septum piercing.
crimsonpetals:
this is way cute!!! 
I can't help feeling that everything/everyone in my life is just one big disappointment after another. Myself and my actions included.
The amount of times I have now seen The Holiday is quite disturbing.
And this overwhelming feeling of sadness is just wretched.
Normally it would make me paint or do something creative and I would turn depression into something beautiful. But I just don't have it in me to do anything. Except write this silly blog.
It makes me want to get off my medication....
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And this overwhelming feeling of sadness is just wretched.
Normally it would make me paint or do something creative and I would turn depression into something beautiful. But I just don't have it in me to do anything. Except write this silly blog.
It makes me want to get off my medication....
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amplifiedzombie:
great artists are VERY unstable 
amplifiedzombie:
i will do your hair whenever, i am so poor hahah
WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME THAT LONG BEACH PRIDE WAS THIS WEEKEND?!?!?!?!?!?
WHO WANTS TO GO?????
WHO WANTS TO GO?????
muteent:
Regardless, it is slowly becoming its own entity which you must feed and care for to keep it properly satiated. Besides, you may not have named it originally, but now you're responsible for spreading the name and such.
