I am one big emotional retard. It's true...I was at work and the day started out great...and slowly through the day I started getting really depressed...thinking about my life and what's going on with the break up and the bankruptcy. I started to think about the ONLY thing I have here in Arizona is my job. I have no friends, no family, nothing. I mean, I am friends with the people I work with, but it's not the same really. The cute little piercing apprentice drew me some funny pictures to cheer me up and they were cute...and made me smile and laugh a little, but I couldn't get out of my funk. At the end of the night it was just me and Nick, the tattoo apprentice and Steph, the piercing apprentice. They asked me what had me down...and I started to ramble about all the shit in my life at the moment and feeling completely alone...and in the end, I started to tear up. I felt so stupid. At that point, I got up and wiped my eyes a little and told them it was cool and that they should take off. They hung out a few minutes to make sure I was cool then they jetted out. Like I said...I'm emotionally retarded at the moment.
niobe:
You have a lot going on right now, you have every right to be emotional and to get depressed. I hope things get better for you though. I don't want you to be sad. *hugs*