My girlfriend left like two months ago and I had to write about it, I don't know its hard and not so hard at the same time. Before her I was in a relationship for around 8 years, which was like a roller coaster but we were really in love. Like the french say, Amour Fou. To the point that we had to split up for the sake of the both of us. With her it was really different and when you go from a really passionate relationship to is less tumultuous its kinda weird ... and for some time I knew that I loved her but not as much as I taught.
Life is really a bitch sometime, I always been the kinda guy that get pissed with everything and I change alot of that in the past few years, which I'm very proud. So yeah she told me I was a little too much for her and I kept telling her that it was nothing compare to the old Eric ... Oh god, the dumbass. Even tho it was true I had no right to make her endure my ups and down.
And now well, I'm alone. Again
At least I know a huge part is my fault, there's always two dancing but this time I made the false move.
One of my friend kept telling me to go on tinder to get my head elsewhere but its not really working so far.
Anyway, my arm is healing at least, next xray 9th of July ... yay.
Also I'm thinking about going to Asia for a couples of months, go there meet new people. Take a butt load of picture and maybe do a viewing. I miss taking picture.
Anyway thats that !
Cheers
ericdca