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Fuck yeah it is saturday! no work for two days. my sons birthday party is tomorrow. He will be 3 yrs old on mon. My little man-so cool. How he helps me survive.

Gonna get out tonight to relieve some stress. hopefully find a cool band somewhere. A few drinks would be real good.

Looking forward to fall. It is my favorite time of year....
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epona_____:
My son's birthday party is today. Little sidekick will be 3 years old tomorrow.

I feel sad off and on. These mood swings are killing me again. I suppose I am approaching the prime time for relapse. We will see.

It is so tempting to grab a knife.
epona_____:
Sidekick and I had a good day yesterday on his birthday. He made me feel better. Sweet kid.
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one of my girls and me kiss
epona_____:
I was lifted from the darkness. These wings began to grow. Alas I am free, drifting elegantly amongst those of peace. Drifting, drifting so far, and I become aware that I am alone again. A deep breath, I hear nothing but. All fears emerge again. Cold and forsaken I am struck down. Wings I created, too weak to fly-only drift. They are torn from me. Falling and bleeding i descend back to my dark side, the one I am so flirtatious with. And my hopes arise that I will see you there.
epona_____:
Those pissing voices. Hoew theydisturbed me last night. Trapped. I begged myself to get the knife.