eonapocalypse

calm rolling water
pausing for frustrated air
never sees again.


i can't say that i am any happier now than i was a few days ago, i have my composure, i have found my bearings, but i am still bleeding from the wounds. people don't realize how deep they can cut an already fragile being. but whatever. i am not one to get mad, its just not my personality, i am not an angry person, i dont let rage boil over ever. but i do simmer sometimes.

i am at the point of giving up on almost everyone i know right now. why continue these meaningless friendships. i dont see myself putting much effort into them anymore, there is no point.

perhaps in the coming weeks things will be better.

i need a walk, i need to clear my head.

i think i will do just that tomorrow afternoon/evening.

but for now, i have to clean my room.

(one thing at a time right?)

Added: sucks that my horroscope didn't come true today:

After yet another day of teasing you with lingering glances that last just a tad too long to go unnoticed or be written off as something else, a certain person will finally be ready to say exactly what's on their mind. If you're unattached and interested, be prepared for them to approach you to confess. In fact, how about staring back just a second longer than they do? Think of it as a contest. Just don't be surprised if once it happens, neither of you can stop staring at all.