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i'm sorry, i am currently unavailable; i am submerged in a sea of chaos. please leave a message and i will get back to you as soon as i survive.

BEEP!
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karito:
YAY biggrin I so love to cuddle too miao!!
karito:
ohh that's is so sad, man.

How come you don't have anyone to cuddle?
U're such a sweet and cute boy> I'd cuddle with you kiss
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in the coming days and weeks, i probably won't be around much...

there are always ways to reach me, and i would be glad and more than happy to talke to those who do contact me, but i doubt any updates will be posted on SG anytime soon though.

but then again i could be mistaken, i might find what i am looking for sooner...
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stepha:
don't leave
song:
I'm sorry to hear that you won't be around - you will most certainly be missed - and i await for your return. Thank you for the comment. It was very very sweet and made me feel great. Hurry back apocalypse dear !
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i dont want to know anything anymore.

can someone erase me so i can start over?





or rather, maybe for the best i need to just find away to get away from things for awhile. start over. i need to get away.

someone kidnap me.
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redwildflower:
Okay but if I kidnap you will you kidnap me too! *HUGS* kiss
changes:
move.
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i just dont want to think anymore, take just a day to myself with nothing to worry about, nothing to bother me, and just relax all day, and i think i will this weekend, i need it.... i can feel the tension building in my back. knots that i normally don't have. headaches are more often now too. :: sigh ::

and tomorrow im going...
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changes:
buy a video game console. then you'll never have to think again.
awesomejossie:
Missed youtongue
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i hate waking up with a headache, it just starts things off badly.


i just want.....

a day of absolute silence....nakedness....warm sheets....tea...and truely just lounging in bed.
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changes:
I usually hate waking up,with or without the headache part.
maiden_maniac:
i cuddle a stuffed dragon
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my turn i guess to do the 20 things about me.... so here it goes!!


1. i have never been happy with myself, i am insecure
2. i cuddle with a stuffed Tigger doll at night because im lonely
3. i want to eat healthy, but never do
4. i love to sing, i want to be in a band
5. i have over 1200...
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song:
it's funny . they ways i relate to your list are odd and distant but in a way, very much present. I did not know that you were a poet - i write too but have never had the self confidence to give my self that title whatever i also never noticed that one of your favorite artists was Amy Brown good for you. . . . . . . .wow. i sould read people's profiles with more attention to detail.
sallyseersucker:
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Dancing with the Devil

crawling back into the shadows
the forest hides the eyes, face down,
don't tread the mud, sinking deeper,
the fall will come soon enough,
resurrection of the spirit,
rehearse your roles, and play the game again,
set the piece again

for the blackening sky
and the decayed moon,
the stars are dancing,
silent victors in the rage, madness
that brought the...
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redwildflower:
biggrin Hi Timmy! biggrin
bbellicose:
Beautiful lyrics/poem. I love it.

I am so jealous that you get to go to roller derby. Portland (Rose City Rollers) is having their first bout this Saturday and I can't go. frown
Oh well, maybe next time.

take care
~bb
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redwildflower:
No thank you for the support and love. kiss And I can't say I've ever had a pinwheel cookie, but they sure are adorable.
awesomejossie:
kiss
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calm rolling water
pausing for frustrated air
never sees again.


i can't say that i am any happier now than i was a few days ago, i have my composure, i have found my bearings, but i am still bleeding from the wounds. people don't realize how deep they can cut an already fragile being. but whatever. i am not one to get mad, its...
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karito:
Thank you! kiss
Shopping is always awesome wink
stepha:
it was a good time snugglebunny.
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cried myself to sleep last night...
its been a hard time for me, and i just kinda broke down yesterday when chatting with my ex, not that i want to get back with her, but just because she is a good person, and she was there for me, which none of my other 'friends' have been, and thats what hurts the most, this sense of...
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missnomer:
Yeah, I love childlike honesty, as long as it's a child practicing it smile
karito:
You're so nice! kiss

Thank you soo much! smile
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wisteria:
Hey smile

cool tatts wink

"good quote, i've always enjoyed that one."

Do you know Roy Montibon? confused
shaylee:
I love the new tattoos...and I'm a littel beter... we did have a asum time... kiss