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awesomejossie:
ooooohhhhh you comming to see me?

I wish tongue
salome:
You're happy? Me too! I just got accepted! This is my new name (the member formerly known as SalomeM). I just got accepted and will hopefully be a Suicide Girl soon! Come visit me on my new profile page.
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i hardly ate yesterday, but thats not a big deal
i will hardly eat today, but thats just how i am
and i will survive, its not that i want to hurt myself, its that i am hurting that causes the loss of apetite i would think. that the smell of smoke covering everything in my house.

im really not in a bad or sad...
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stepha:
no you are <3
beckyjane:
Right back at ya... kiss
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yeah sorry for taking so long between updates, things are crazy as the usual

my cousin's (triplets) were over this past weekend, it was an alright time, but you can tell that there is a 5 year age difference between us, and thus, only really one of them gets along really well with me. and its the daugther too, the guys don't really like to...
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beckyjane:
real ones are better though! frown
beckyjane:
Months? Oh no...frown
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so the catalytic converter went on my car today, and i was a clutz at work and now have a badly cut knee and a bruise on my thigh and right ribs to show for it.

but still i am in a hyper good mood which is surprising, nothing is going to get me down today, now time for some relaxation, movies, videogames and food.
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plaidhangover:
I miss talking to you too. Im glad that you are ok, but I wish you were GREAT!!! You deserve to be happier then just ok! I haven't seen Harry Potter yet, but I see it today at 3:30!!! Im going to die of excitment! Talk to you later Hun!
hambonesweets:
Despite the bodily injuries, I'm glad for your good mood!
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meh, i dont have much to say right now, things are things and moving along as they always do, i feel like i am going through the motions, but right now, i need to just do that... let my body relax and get my head straight.

so i will entertain you all with one of my poems.... enjoy!






the crows bleed and its raining red,...
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hambonesweets:
Your work is always complicated for me. I'm not sure yet if I liked that one or not.

BTW, happy hump day!
karito:
Thank you kiss

as you see, I'm easy to amuse smile
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Meditation:

A sparrow singing
reaches the highest pleasure
down the road silence.
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stepha:
hope you have a good day at work even though you don't want to be there. talk to you when you get home <3
marlamay:
thanks! smile
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i am a blank stare waiting to be filled.
eyes that need some life and hope.

and right now, i am looking for something, but i don't know what it is.


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i've found out that i need to get away from it all, but at this point, that isn't quite possible. what else will i discover in the days to come?

Update::

a new...
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karito:
It's not like a headache. My brain just hurts of thinking too much about things I shouldnt. I'm just way too confused. Sorry, I have issues frown
artoria:
i think your hat is adorable, i hope you find something exciting and fulfilling
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Starlight by me

Swear to me, something sweet, something dear,
in the darkness of the night,
try to keep the stars from shinning
and hold my hands, as we skip from moon to moon.

With the cup of Tea, warming our throats,
i see a starving artist, with the smoke in his hands
and i beg for him to show me something new,
with a...
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stepha:
i did want to talk. but i was nervous. and yeah, i'll tell you on msn because it's better that way.

but thank you for the call, you seriously have NO idea how greatful that you called at the time you did.
karito:
YES! that's what I felt, it was soooo creepy. I was seriously terrfied. I couldn't move nor make any sound. It was like my soul or something was out of my body so I saw everything...I evem saw myself on the bed with a man besides me and a woman in front of the bed just watching and kind of leading the whole thing. I (soul me) tried to turn the lights on and also open the door, but obviously I was unable to.

P.S. Thank you! You're still the sweetest guy kiss