enter_the_one

A new beginning

I took the first step,
I'm no longer afraid.
The pain is still here but it is less
less and less every day.
The love is still here but it is less
less and less every day.

The hole in my heart is still bleeding
slowly; ever so slowly it is being filled.

My name is hope and I say this,
"I...
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i wrote this for an English class but i did not submit this poem. the poem on my front page of my myspace is the the one i turned in for a grade. i've always like this poem but i never knew why. as the words sink in i know what it is about now. i know what i am saying. i knew what would...
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i wrote this for an English class but i did not submit this poem. the poem on my front page is the the one i turned in for a grade. i've always like this poem but i never knew why. as the words sink in i know what it is about now. i know what i am saying. i knew what would happen. my words...
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Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I...
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another day off and nothing to do. i need to get out of this house and do something, anything. but i probably won't. my heart still aches and i have burned all my bridges. i am alone here. why did i ever join this place. i'm not like you. it is easier for you because this is who you are. but i am alone here...
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i was looking at what i should put for MY PIGEONHOLES and i don't fit any of those. i'm not hardcore, i'm not emo, i'm notpunk, i'm not a geek. I am just me and i have to learn to be happy with who i am even though you want me to be something else. i DO NOT want toconforn to a lable. i DO...
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I'm looking to really find myself. I have no idea who I am anymore. I am lost in a cold and dark world and I need to find a way out. Nothing I do will ever make things better. Nothing I say can fix the past. I will never get another chance and I have to deal with that. I am to blame for my...
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