F. Um i guess im going to Hawaii on Saturday. Seems like a dream but i got invited to a retreat on lucid dreaming by Dr. Stephen LeBerge, Wrote my seminal college paper on the Holography of Lucid Dreams, compounding his research with the holographic model espoused by Dr Karl Pribram (who was the only teacher i've had since elementary school who really changed my...
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"If you're frightened of dying and you're holding on,
you'll see devils tearing your life away,
but if you've made you're peace,
then the devils, are really angels;
freeing you from the earth."
-Danny Aiello's character in Jacob's Ladder (or Sample from Rabbit in your Headlights by Unkle.)
I suppose it's a question of how we ease the transition.
The Bardo Thodol is... but it...
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you'll see devils tearing your life away,
but if you've made you're peace,
then the devils, are really angels;
freeing you from the earth."
-Danny Aiello's character in Jacob's Ladder (or Sample from Rabbit in your Headlights by Unkle.)
I suppose it's a question of how we ease the transition.
The Bardo Thodol is... but it...
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alterednative:
Jacob's Ladder.. a classic, and a fav of mine. (I guess it derives from some far eastern beliefs on afterlife - living the years you never had in an instant). Mulhulland drive is another take on that theme, i am a lynch fan, but nonetheless, a masterful piece of work.
luci:
nice new profile pic
no more artfag
weshall have to conjure up a new nickname for the beau
no more artfag
weshall have to conjure up a new nickname for the beau
new foto eh, all brooding like (blegh!) but at least it's my whole face this time, so i can finnally dispell the phantom of the opera rumors.
I am now fully addicted to Maya 3D. i sculpted my first head and created a particle emiter that showers rainbow energy in a vector field from the pineal gland, totally alex grey sh1t and i'm eating it...
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I am now fully addicted to Maya 3D. i sculpted my first head and created a particle emiter that showers rainbow energy in a vector field from the pineal gland, totally alex grey sh1t and i'm eating it...
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swtsensazn:
lucky girl indeed. 
i'd share the wealth...but that would be weird.
i'd share the wealth...but that would be weird.
one step forward,
two back,
three to the side,
one and a half slantwise.
two back,
three to the side,
one and a half slantwise.
luci:
you are back! 
luci:
the lackeys cannot be shown, i think i will have to jettison and put together a new crew... iam secretly doing so now....
Emergence:
It's getting closer,
I'm heavy with excitement,
which needs to be closely monitored.
.ecstatic coalescence:humble defocalization.
It's getting closer,
I'm heavy with excitement,
which needs to be closely monitored.
.ecstatic coalescence:humble defocalization.
alterednative:
so soon you will blossom and unite as one?
Did you just have a show or something where can I check out your artwork?
Did you just have a show or something where can I check out your artwork?
luci:
it rained exactly 3 drops 
and thundered 4x
it was worth it though, even if only for a moment
and thundered 4x
it was worth it though, even if only for a moment
gig is done.
i'm exhausted but it went well.
in the immortal words of ralph wiggum,
"Yay! Sleep, that's where i'm a viking"
i'm exhausted but it went well.
in the immortal words of ralph wiggum,
"Yay! Sleep, that's where i'm a viking"
luci:
ok so how the hell do you afford to live in santa monica? please do tell the secret to your success...
thank you for the smiles
santa m is actually where the freeway would be taking me to.......
thank you for the smiles
santa m is actually where the freeway would be taking me to.......
They asked me to supe. a pilot; i said yes.
These are steps to get where i need to be, and not distractions from what im supposed to be doing, right?
Keep telling myself that, still not really believing it. but i do find myself with a certain penchant for having something in my tummy and staying dry when we have the occasional freak thunderstorm....
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These are steps to get where i need to be, and not distractions from what im supposed to be doing, right?
Keep telling myself that, still not really believing it. but i do find myself with a certain penchant for having something in my tummy and staying dry when we have the occasional freak thunderstorm....
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enso:
i realized today that i'm a smile junky,
and i got that itch.
and i got that itch.
luci:
wow you are smiley? can you pass some of that my way? i think i live under a cloud...not a happy cloud but an evil one 
I thought i forgot to wake up today,
turns out i did in fact wake up;
but my life was a dream.
go figure.
turns out i did in fact wake up;
but my life was a dream.
go figure.
luci:
nice entry
cynical... so am i.
what i need rather than earplugs is a rocket launcher!
cynical... so am i.
what i need rather than earplugs is a rocket launcher!
luci:
the only thing i have to laugh at is how pathetic my luck is
you're a creative boy couldn't you concoct some sort of flame throwing projectile macgyver style?
you're a creative boy couldn't you concoct some sort of flame throwing projectile macgyver style?
My roomate went fry happy tonite and made homemade moz sticks and jalapeno poppers.
i will be in recovery until further notice.
"If ye don't eat yer meat, ye can't have any pudding! How can ye have any pudding, if ye don't eat yer meat?"
i'll have my puddin' when and where i want it.
i will be in recovery until further notice.
"If ye don't eat yer meat, ye can't have any pudding! How can ye have any pudding, if ye don't eat yer meat?"
i'll have my puddin' when and where i want it.
luci:
whet about a shelter from pigs on the wing?? 
dam-as-cus
and the fredneck comm coll
and then a few mos in philly for art school b4 i bailed
conformity BAH!!
dam-as-cus
and the fredneck comm coll
and then a few mos in philly for art school b4 i bailed
conformity BAH!!
alterednative:
Ho-moz and Poppers?
Sounds like San Francisco to me..!
Didn't realize that you knew 'Jolie' when I came across your profile b4..
Sounds like San Francisco to me..!
Didn't realize that you knew 'Jolie' when I came across your profile b4..
ONLY TWO THINGS EXIST:
ATTENTION
AND
INTENTION
Be wary of what you attend to,
Be responsible for all you intend.
ATTENTION
AND
INTENTION
Be wary of what you attend to,
Be responsible for all you intend.
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luci:
you are also from DC... when did you make the mistake?? ha ha i mean when did you switch coasts?
luci:
what school did you graduate from?
Also check out Casteneda's 'Art of Dreaming'