enola85

these chains

My fortress of dreams,
holding me captive.
My curse of nightmares,
denying me to live.

My stillness of motion,
paralyzing me swiftly.
The chains that detain,
only set me to free.

Prolonging the desire,
pain to beweild.
The chains of captivity,
be my only shield.

The lessons of agony,
painfully progress to skill.
preparation with taunting,
prepare me to kill.

The strength to conquer chains,
to successfully break free.
I will be imprisoned again to you,
oh...so dreadfully.

My bleeding forearms of desire for you,
my struggling body at ache.
These chains are not the match,
for the bandage of my heartbreak.

....I have struggled....
....I have suffered....
....I have loved....

...........it's been too long.

Though the chains are still here,
and have failed to be broken.
I know you will never release me,
...but at least these words have been spoken.