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Patience

She wants to but she dont know when.
She says she will but she dont know how.
Im thinking of a way to get within.
The delay is the only thing that is keeping it alive now.

Until the night of the fulfilled promise,
Ill be the friend that she could only imagine.
Theres only one thing that change this
..and that is the...
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these chains

My fortress of dreams,
holding me captive.
My curse of nightmares,
denying me to live.

My stillness of motion,
paralyzing me swiftly.
The chains that detain,
only set me to free.

Prolonging the desire,
pain to beweild.
The chains of captivity,
be my only shield.

The lessons of agony,
painfully progress to skill.
preparation with taunting,
prepare me to kill.

The strength to...
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Dream

The strength to endure without,
The passion I felt within.
The wish for what you needed,
To complete it, I would try forever again.

I share not your beauty with you,
Dreaming long nights your touch.
We interact so unfairly in my imagination,
You are with me so little, but so much.

I sleep with you by my side every night,
Your space so...
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5:38am...just got off work...jess chillin. waiting to yawn or sumthin.....maybe i will get sleepy .... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... soon. ............ .......... ................. ....................... .

..........! i yawned! ok, i'm going to sleep now!

well it's 10:30 and nothing is going on for me so far....i'm just sitting here watching re-runs on comedy central.....like normal. my friends in my band are going to the bar, like they always do...i may go meet up with them, but i dunno...that's not really my thang. ..........since i work at a bar too..i just dont ever wanna go to them offa work. bla...
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So it's like 3:45 and i JUST woke up. Someone please entertain me so I stay at my computer all f'n day....that way, I wont spend any money! cuz I NEEEEEEEEED to save. nigga skrugglin' these dayz! and i'm really bad with money...

........imma start right now!

Ok, so I've made a profile, and have been warmly welcomed to the crew. I'm still making the profile more interesting, so dont give up on me yet, peeps!

umm........ok?