okay i finally had a good night like i've been waiting for.
the day started poorly, or rather, i woke up with the worst hang over of my life and couldn't stop myself from vomiting all that was left of the awful, vile vodka i drank last night. then 7 hours of work.
okay now it starts improving:
i have plans to go out to dinner with an old friend from highschool. so i get off work, call her up, we say sushi, i'll pick her up at 7. let me explain that we dated for a month in highschool, but she has only gotten more incredibly gorgeous since then. so we drive down the beach, smoke a little bowl on the way, and end up at this wacky little place near the intercoastal that actually has excellent sushi. we talk, we laugh, we eat a shushi combo and a venus roll. after dinner we roll over to the kilwins on the street she lives off of and grab some chocolate. we dont eat it right away, but rather we drive to a cool little park that's pretty nostalgic as it was a popular smoke spot in highschool. i roll up a delish little joint really quick, and we smoke it sitting on a bench overlooking the intercoastal with the moon lighting up the water and boats slowly sliding by. it would've been pretty romantic if it wasn't for the sketchy guy that kept creeping up on us and making our paranoia act up. after we finish our joint and eat the chocolate covered strawberries we got, it would have been the end of the night. but as we're passing her appartment she sees her mom's boyfriend's car and decides she's too stoned to go talk to them. so we cruise down the beach, enjoying some music and the breeze, and suddenly we have the genious idea to check out the enormous and very unsketchy HUSTLER store, which both of us had been meaning to do seperately for a while. the place is really cool and we joke about all the whips and shit, and i tell her she needs to rock some thigh-highs. (sidebar: i found the hugest mug for 3 bucks at the store and it is gonna rock my face when i take some delicious frosty mug hits from it later). Back in the car she is feeling tired so i drive her back home, and her mom's b/f is (unfortunately) gone. but she doesn't feel like going in yet! so i park the car and like an idiot i don't make a move (well she has a boyfriend so i was trying not to instigate infidelity). we listen to some more music and talk about whatever, and when she decides to go in, our normal cheek kiss goodbye kinda is a half mouth/ half cheek kiss this time. then before i could even process how nice that was, she gives me a lingering kiss on the mouth and then runs into her appartment building. it was so hot. i felt all those wonderful butterflies that i have been missing for years. i couldn't stop smiling all the way back to the highway.
Then on the way home, i get a call from another gorgeous friend of mine, who i never managed to seduce in highschool, but who recently broke up with her boyfriend. she insists that i meet her in delray (at the club/restaurant/bar area of town), and i'm not ready to go home, so i oblige. i get there and she is with our friend jamie and jamie's boyfriend. i'm thinking this is great, because i'm obviously the missing piece in their night out, and my sexy friend has me as a "date." well, i didn't realize that her plan was more than friendly until i put my hand on her waist as we're trying to snake through the crowd, and she puts her hand over mine and moves it to her stomach. "okay" i'm thinking...i'll just keep this in mind, but not take it too seriously. after they have a few drinks (i'm not drinking tonight, not after the hang over i had this morning), we head over to a dance club and the music is really shitty, but montana and i start doing some really sexy dancing, and it is turning me on so bad. she's looking me right in the face with a coy smile and her absolutely beautiful face behind it. we're getting really close, and the dancing is getting sexier and sexier, i thought we were gonna make out at one point but i we're right next to this mutual friend of ours who is a huge gossip and i didn't know what to do in that situation. so i brush it off and we keep dancing until everyone wants to go. at this point, i'm enjoying my friend's flirting a lot, but after years of harboring an unforfilled crush on her, i resign myself to the decision that she's simply a bit drunk and having a good time. BUT THEN, as we're saying goodnight, she gives me the half mouth/half cheek kiss EXACTLY like the one from my date earlier that night! it didn't have a follow up like the other but i was so shocked and flattered and turned on that two of my gorgeous friends wanted my ass (or at least my lips) tonight i didn't even care that i never even got to kiss either of them in earnest.
i'm thinking that this is simply the requisite ice breaker, and that if i manage to go out with either of these girls another time i might get to make out with one of them!
The reason this is all so exciting to me even though it sounds like i'm a hyper 13 year old creaming in his pants when he gets a tiny kiss, is because after beening in two long term relationships back to back, taking the last 5 years of my life from me, this kind of silly flirtatious drama is like a fucking drug for me. i have missed it so much, and to finally get a little taste of it makes me want it even more. it feels good to be getting back into my groove and to have people showing interest in me again. this is (or rather might be) exactly what i need to get over my ex. hurray for life! hurray for sexy girls! hurray for little kisses that sneakely get you on the lips!
fin
the day started poorly, or rather, i woke up with the worst hang over of my life and couldn't stop myself from vomiting all that was left of the awful, vile vodka i drank last night. then 7 hours of work.
okay now it starts improving:
i have plans to go out to dinner with an old friend from highschool. so i get off work, call her up, we say sushi, i'll pick her up at 7. let me explain that we dated for a month in highschool, but she has only gotten more incredibly gorgeous since then. so we drive down the beach, smoke a little bowl on the way, and end up at this wacky little place near the intercoastal that actually has excellent sushi. we talk, we laugh, we eat a shushi combo and a venus roll. after dinner we roll over to the kilwins on the street she lives off of and grab some chocolate. we dont eat it right away, but rather we drive to a cool little park that's pretty nostalgic as it was a popular smoke spot in highschool. i roll up a delish little joint really quick, and we smoke it sitting on a bench overlooking the intercoastal with the moon lighting up the water and boats slowly sliding by. it would've been pretty romantic if it wasn't for the sketchy guy that kept creeping up on us and making our paranoia act up. after we finish our joint and eat the chocolate covered strawberries we got, it would have been the end of the night. but as we're passing her appartment she sees her mom's boyfriend's car and decides she's too stoned to go talk to them. so we cruise down the beach, enjoying some music and the breeze, and suddenly we have the genious idea to check out the enormous and very unsketchy HUSTLER store, which both of us had been meaning to do seperately for a while. the place is really cool and we joke about all the whips and shit, and i tell her she needs to rock some thigh-highs. (sidebar: i found the hugest mug for 3 bucks at the store and it is gonna rock my face when i take some delicious frosty mug hits from it later). Back in the car she is feeling tired so i drive her back home, and her mom's b/f is (unfortunately) gone. but she doesn't feel like going in yet! so i park the car and like an idiot i don't make a move (well she has a boyfriend so i was trying not to instigate infidelity). we listen to some more music and talk about whatever, and when she decides to go in, our normal cheek kiss goodbye kinda is a half mouth/ half cheek kiss this time. then before i could even process how nice that was, she gives me a lingering kiss on the mouth and then runs into her appartment building. it was so hot. i felt all those wonderful butterflies that i have been missing for years. i couldn't stop smiling all the way back to the highway.
Then on the way home, i get a call from another gorgeous friend of mine, who i never managed to seduce in highschool, but who recently broke up with her boyfriend. she insists that i meet her in delray (at the club/restaurant/bar area of town), and i'm not ready to go home, so i oblige. i get there and she is with our friend jamie and jamie's boyfriend. i'm thinking this is great, because i'm obviously the missing piece in their night out, and my sexy friend has me as a "date." well, i didn't realize that her plan was more than friendly until i put my hand on her waist as we're trying to snake through the crowd, and she puts her hand over mine and moves it to her stomach. "okay" i'm thinking...i'll just keep this in mind, but not take it too seriously. after they have a few drinks (i'm not drinking tonight, not after the hang over i had this morning), we head over to a dance club and the music is really shitty, but montana and i start doing some really sexy dancing, and it is turning me on so bad. she's looking me right in the face with a coy smile and her absolutely beautiful face behind it. we're getting really close, and the dancing is getting sexier and sexier, i thought we were gonna make out at one point but i we're right next to this mutual friend of ours who is a huge gossip and i didn't know what to do in that situation. so i brush it off and we keep dancing until everyone wants to go. at this point, i'm enjoying my friend's flirting a lot, but after years of harboring an unforfilled crush on her, i resign myself to the decision that she's simply a bit drunk and having a good time. BUT THEN, as we're saying goodnight, she gives me the half mouth/half cheek kiss EXACTLY like the one from my date earlier that night! it didn't have a follow up like the other but i was so shocked and flattered and turned on that two of my gorgeous friends wanted my ass (or at least my lips) tonight i didn't even care that i never even got to kiss either of them in earnest.
i'm thinking that this is simply the requisite ice breaker, and that if i manage to go out with either of these girls another time i might get to make out with one of them!
The reason this is all so exciting to me even though it sounds like i'm a hyper 13 year old creaming in his pants when he gets a tiny kiss, is because after beening in two long term relationships back to back, taking the last 5 years of my life from me, this kind of silly flirtatious drama is like a fucking drug for me. i have missed it so much, and to finally get a little taste of it makes me want it even more. it feels good to be getting back into my groove and to have people showing interest in me again. this is (or rather might be) exactly what i need to get over my ex. hurray for life! hurray for sexy girls! hurray for little kisses that sneakely get you on the lips!
fin
penelopepitstop:
thank you mr, i'm in exactly the same phase, i have been a bit of a serial monogamist for quite a few years, so now i'm single whenever anything 'romantic' happens in my life it's like being a teenager again. 
littlesherbert:
saw one of ur posts on sexaholics, you're very cute. add me if u like. xx