Why hello everyone! My name is Enigma, I am a 27 year old female(even though some would argue lol). I am new to the site and attempting to become a hopeful! I have been dreaming of becoming a Suicide Girl since the beginning of the site! I always thought the girls were the best thing since sliced bread. All I wanted was to be like them. I was pierced already, unfortunately I did the right thing and waited until I was 18 and went to a shop to be inked up. Piercings can come and go, but tattoos should be meaningful. I have very few, because of the health issues I have, plus everything has a meaning. I'm definitely partial to the Sailor Jerry type work...Thick bold lines are where it's at! I have very good skin for tattooing despite my diseases. I enjoy the pain of the tattoo and piercing needles, the burning feels amazing, but then last year I developed a severe nerve issue throughout the entire left side of my body. Tattooing and piercing, have become more and more of an issue since. In recent months my health has improved and it is almost at the point where I can safely go back to my art. Luckily I have some very talented, understanding and knowledgeable artists, that took the time to research the diseases I have and support me through it all! The support and skills and love I have received over the years from the community just made me feel home. I came from an abusive home, with a lot more horrific turns than that. I'm sure there is much worse, but I will never say it wasn't awful. With my strength and intellect I pulled through and found solace in body art and in the bdsm community. I will not talk about my experiences in the community, I may comment on things, but my personal sex life is mine, only to share with my fiance or not at all. He is my everything and so is my son. He is the coolest little dude ever! His name is Damien and currently 7 years old. He is a little metal head, loves to sing(just like his mom), plays drums and guitar and soon piano. He loves his xbox and his iphone and funny animal videos(and obsession of his and step dad's lol). Greg on the other hand is my rock! He holds my hair when I puke and wipes my ass if I can't. It is something I never expected to happen. None of my life was expected and always mysterious. Note the name Enigma, lol. It has been said to me since birth, literally. I was supposedly a boy, then on one hot August night in 1986, Enigma was born. I was a girl, just in case you didn't gather that, lol. In all seriousness I swear it gave me a complex, because I have been one of the guys since...I'm the best son my dad had, well until my brother was born=)(he's my bestie, I love my little bro, he is currently 21 and has aspergers's, amazing dude he is!). But! my brother hates all the stuff i love doing with my dad, like construction and working on cars, while sipping whiskey. He's a jesus freak, but he has a dark side, with cookies and cheeseburgers lol. My dad can be amazing, but horrific too. I guess all parents can be lol. Well, that's a little tid bit of me! I plan on spending sometime telling my story every day and I'm calling it 8PM! I'm off like a prom dress, but I'll be back like the Terminator(2 of course). goodnight blog land....xoxo
Enigma