Beer.
evanx:
sXe
Remember when SG was so very cozy? It has sort of lost it's charm. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I've lost my charm.
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allycat_13:
Hope you had a good time tonight. Still studying. Tomorrow though pool at Hawleys.
ryan:
things... they are a' changin.
i've learned the value of observation without participation.
it's a strange little world we have here.
i've learned the value of observation without participation.
it's a strange little world we have here.
I gave it all I had. For six months I tried. I really wanted to feel the cosmic grip of security and faith. But again the church has failed me.
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mari__:
Sometimes you have to find the cosmic grip of security and faith within yourself, and not rely on an outside source.
Go within, discover, and hang on...
Take care, hon.
Go within, discover, and hang on...
Take care, hon.
glorybox:
speechless huh?? Well i am glad you liked the photos! 
Love Hate Love
Alice In Chains
I tried to love you I thought I could
I tried to own you I thought I would
I want to peel the skin from your face
Before the real you lays to waste
You told me Im the only one
Sweet little angel you should have run
Lying, crying, dying to leave
Innocence creates my hell
Cheating myself...
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Alice In Chains
I tried to love you I thought I could
I tried to own you I thought I would
I want to peel the skin from your face
Before the real you lays to waste
You told me Im the only one
Sweet little angel you should have run
Lying, crying, dying to leave
Innocence creates my hell
Cheating myself...
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emily_m:
The show is every Saturday at midnight. I won't be there tonight, but I will be there next weekend and every weekend after with the exception of March 5.
evanx:
I emailed you through your contact button. Did it work? Did you get it?
I am working in a warehouse now. I pack and ship boxes, and I drive a forklift. I don't really know how I ended up here, but I really like it. On a daily basis I am hit with a barrage of questions about my personal life, but I just stay quiet. Everyone is mostly interested in my cuts, my scars, my tattoos. They are...
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mercie:
Favorite of all emo boys ever.... I miss you. Call me drunk again, I miss it. Don't forget who loves you.
♥
Edited to add: I left you your first testimonial. How cherry.
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♥
Edited to add: I left you your first testimonial. How cherry.
[Edited on Jan 22, 2005 5:45AM]
suicidesmitty:
hm. what happened to that project you were working on? and what is all of this awfulness that you have been through?
I just want everything to be in it's right place. It's been so long.
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thecowboy:
i remember you, dude. howzit been lately?
arachnequarius:
wishing the same for you.
My abstract thoughts used to send me adrift and I would forget days. But now I remember 'everything' as abstract becomes reality... Every millisecond of each day is stored in my head--not like a photograph--like video. More like the crispness of film. And the soundtrack to this film is a buzz. An ever-present buzz. The same sort of buzz that a rabid dog must hear......
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zephyra:
I'll be at at slumber party in Frisco tonight, and then Austin next weekend. I guess I'll get in touch sometime after that. I hope all is well with you.
mercie:
You're an asshole sometimes. But I still adore you.
I was in a meeting Friday. The lights were dim and there was a projection on a screen. The projection displayed words that spoke of me. The words explained how I was going to become a product, and how that product would be marketed. About halfway through the gathering, the room collapsed upon me, and I imagined the shrinking space as a coffin with no...
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mercie:
i know you're not around really, but anyway...
zephyra:
it is not your phone, for you did not come to the party. 
Kris and I spent Saturday night at a state park campground to escape our similar frenzied worlds. I woke up Sunday morning, tangled around her in my tent. Our skin was clinging together because of the heat and humidity. She was deep in sleep when I gently pulled myself from her. I watched her slumber. I watched her breathe. Her breaths were large, heavy, and...
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the_baron:
Hey thought I'd come by and say hi! 
distra:
Your profile pic scares the shit outta me.
Sounds like a nice trip.....
I feel ya on the ownership bit. Feels good and bad all at once. I think that is love for ya.
Sounds like a nice trip.....
I feel ya on the ownership bit. Feels good and bad all at once. I think that is love for ya.
My medication has numbed me for so long that I can only remember a chain of very dull days until recently. Last week I completely stopped taking my medicine. I now feel a constant electrical surge... an electrical surge that has exploded my circuit box.
My wiring is frayed. I feel exposed.
Is this freedom?
My wiring is frayed. I feel exposed.
Is this freedom?
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pulloffmywings:
i love you and hate you for posting that picture.
mari__:
I have read Beasts, actually. My God in Her heaven, it was effing phenomenal. Oates is a literary goddess.
Anyway, have a nice week!
Anyway, have a nice week!