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i am such a hypocrite. i smoke 'phillip (FUCKING) morris' on occasion. i'd respect myself more if i smoked crack.

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i grow tired of one particular argument... darwin was a vegetarian. drink from the cup.

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don't teeter. there is proportion. however, you lose your balance when the sunrise and sunset are the same. everything melts. what is today by the way?

it doesn't mean anything, but it does.

remember the torture room in '1984'?

X1=101

'The thing that is in Room 101 is the worst thing in the world.'

everything makes sense somehow. a smile used to be contagious. imagination used to be weightless. Now they're torture.

my number changes tomorrow. i am switching from cingular to nextel. so for those of you that have the old cell number and want the new number, please email me.

The sea spins energy, rushing forward and chasing your tiny toes. Spilling giggles and bringing you gifts. Shells and rocks are diamonds in your eyes.

The sun arcs, and shadows fall through bold eyelashes, caressing blush cheeks. And a smile of wonder, arranged by a seagull, overtakes you. That smile is the only thing I find authentic. That smile is my destination.

I am never...
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Maybe I should get back on medication and find a comfortable couch. Get some sleep. Get fat. Grow old. Watch 'Everybody Loves Raymond.' Play Uno. Shit like that.

It certainly isn't a flattering pose. I suppose it could be, if it didn't appear suspended because it isn't, you know. In reality the pose is part of a shift and rotation. But the position is still compromising because the shift is so very slow. The rotation is not even visible unless you notice subtle movements. So to most, the position in space appears to...
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A U2 CD gave me a 17-year old song. Running to Stand Still. I remember when you used to play it on a loop as you went to sleep, almost 13 years ago. It didn't mean anything to me then. It was just a lullaby. It means something now though

I wouldn't have heard it if I weren't so lazy as to let the CD...
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OK, I'm humbled... You can take your foot off my throat now. Damn.

I'm attempting to get Iggy back to Jersey before she dies. Skinny Puppy, beer and vodka are trying to take her life...

Beer.

Remember when SG was so very cozy? It has sort of lost it's charm. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I've lost my charm.