endquire456

i'm finding out the hard way that i was no good at being in a relationship. i managed to alienate every last one of my friends by constantly pulling crap like not returning calls or breaking plans ... and now i really need people to talk to and i can't blame them for not wanting to listen to me agonize about this relationship thing for two hours at a time.

so far, i've gotten lucky. i buy them drinks, they listen to me ramble. but i'm getting tired of myself so i can only imagine how everyone else must feel at this point.

vodka tonics make it go away. *sigh*