Several years ago, I met a woman on this website. I fell in love with her. She became my best friend. I realized that she is my twin flame. Now, completely by surprise, she has run away from me after several years of being together. I thought we were happy. She would never talk to me about problems. I guess she has things that she was hiding, unable to deal with confrontation. I am flabbergasted and dumbfounded. She never had issues with my contribution to the relationship. In fact, she wept over not doing enough for me. I told her constantly that she had been doing plenty. I told her constantly that she could do no wrong. I even posted signs to remind her. Now, she has shattered my heart, my life, my very existence. Still, I do not fault her at all. She has her demons, her secrets. Despite my crushing pain, I still just want to help her and take her pain away. It is killing me every second. Yet, the only thing worse is if I had seen her die in front of me. As long as she is alive, there is some hope that at least she will be able to recover herself from whatever demons are plaguing her. For her, I will always suffer. I wish that I could take her pain away. I do not know if this is fated. I do not know what is going on. I only know pure and true pain. She will not talk to me, so it is all a mystery. I have fallen apart, and I do not know what to do. Start my life over? I am simply crushed to pieces.
