endlessly

I talked to her today, I made her call me. I was rather upset that after everything she ended things by email. Pretty effing horrible. Anyway, we talked and she doesn't have a reason as to why she's doing this. It all makes no sense, and I give it about a 2% chance of success. She's leaving me for a man with no spine. He treats her relatively well, but he has no spine. But, I talked it over with a friend of mine for a while today and got a bit of perspective. I feel a ton better. I hope that it remains. I'm not going to bother her anymore. I am going to email her tomorrow to say goodbye, and Saturday to remind her that it would be our anniversary. Not to be spiteful, but I'm sure by Saturday she'll already be second-guessing herself. She's that way. I feel good right now. I swear. Like I said, I hope I stay this way. After all the hell, I feel a little liberated actually. Kinda strange. Didn't think I would feel this.